Finding love (an Ansel Elgort Fanfic)

You again

Julia's POV
When I arrived to my dorm I saw Stacey packing her cloths.
Stacey: " Hey Julia"
Me: " Hey Stace, what are you doing?"
Stacey: " Well Jake got an apartment and I decided to stay over there for a while if that's okay"
Me: " Yeah thats fine, I will learn how it feels to live alone" she gave me a smile and continued packing. I felt like telling her about Ansel but I decided not too.
Stacey: " I am done packing so I guess i better get going "
Me: " I just have a question, are you allowed to do this? "
Stacey: " Not really but I trust that you won't say anything "
Me: " I won't I was just wondering "
Stacey: " Thanks your the best, Goodbye " she gave me a hug and left. I looked around and I felt kinda sad that I didn't have a roommate anymore but I knew i will get use to it. I took a quick shower and then put comtable clothes and layed on my bed just looking at the ceiling. The picture of Ansel kissing Shailene stayed on my mind for the rest of the night. There was a few tears until I drifted off falling asleep.
Next Morning
I woke up and got dressed. I put some white skinny jeans and a baby blue blouse and golden sandals. I decided to go to Starbucks for breakfast as I usually did. As I was walking to Starbucks I felt my phone vibrating I took it out of my back pocket and looked at it and it was a message from Ansel.
Hey beautiful how are you this morning I was wondering if you want to go to our special place.
I just rolled my eyes and didn't answer was he even gonna tell me that he and Shailene kissed . I walked into Starbucks and saw Logan sitting on a table near the register he looked at me and stood up and began walking towards.
Logan: " Hey Julia" he opened his arms for a hug and I hugged him.
Me: " hi Logan what are you doing here i taught the college you go to is kinda far from here "
Logan: " It is but I had to pick up a friend from the airport and I decided to bring him here for a coffee"
Me: " That's nice where is he?"
Logan: " In the restroom wait here so you can meet him "
Me: " Okay let me just order my drink" I went to the cashier and asked for the usual a vanilla bean cream frape. I went back to Logan's table and sat infront of him.
Logan: " Oh look there he comes now" I turned my head and saw him coming but turned my head back at Logan fast.
Me: " I think I gotta go now" i stood up and grabbed my purse and drink. And Logan stood up too.
Logan : " I haven't even introduced you"
Me: " Its fine I will do it some other time" but before I could go I felt him standing behind me.
" Julia" I slowley turned around and Shawn was standing there the guy that had broken my heart. He had cheated on me with my cousin while we where together it was hard to forgive my cousin because Shawn was the only guy besides Ansel that I had loved so much.
Me: " Shawn" we both stared into each other's eye's in silence until Logan broke the silence.
Logan: " Wait do yall two know each other?" I stopped looking at Shawn and turned my head to Logan.
Me: " Not really, well I have to go now" I gave Logan a quick hug and left without saying a word to Shawn. I walked out and then looked back thinking that maybe I had confused him but I didn't. I began walking to the library to print some papers but I heard someone call my name. I turned to see that shawn was the one that called me. I began walking faster I really didn't feel like talking to him with all the Ansel thing going on. But he catched up to me and pulled my arm.
Shawn: " Julia we have to talk"
Me: " There is nothing to talk about Shawn so let go off me" I tried to pull away but his strength was bigger than mine.
Shawn: " Just listen to me please because there is alot we need to talk about you never even let me explain "
Me: " because there is no explanation of why you cheated on me with my cousin you know and I really got to go and if you don't let go I will scream for help"
Shawn: " There is I didn't kiss her she kissed me and that's the truth "
Me: " I don't really care anymore so let go now"
Shawn: " How can i prove to you that I am telling you the truth "
Me: " you can't "
Shawn: " Just trust me please " I could see that he was actually saying the truth but I didn't want to believe him.
Me: " Let go"
Shawn: " No"
Me: " Okay then..... Help!!!!!" He soon covered my mouth.
Shawn: " Okay lets make a deal..I let go if you agree to go out with me today as friends that's all " I wanted to say no but I knew he was really not gonna let me go and I was gonna be late to my first class.
Me: " Okay" he slowly let go off my arm and then looked at me.
Shawn: " Thank you and I will see you today at 7 outside Starbucks and will go from there"
Me: " Okay whatever " I know I was being rude but I was still mad at him. I walked passed him without looking back. I know maybe this was a mistake but it was just going out as friends. I printed the papers fast and went to class as fast as I could but I was still late. Class went on fast and in no time I was walking back to my dorm.
When I was walking to my dorm I saw Ansel standing infront of my dorm. He was holding orange tulips this time. He had a huge smile on his face. I took a deep breath and walked to him.
Ansel: " Hey beautiful why didn't you answer my text messages " he leaned for a kiss but i moved away he looked at me weird.
Me: " I was to busy....so how where things yesterday after I left "
Ansel: " Everything went fine my father didn't suspect a thing" I began to feel angry I couldn't believe he wasn't gonna tell me.
Me: " So why was Shailene there ?" He stood there quiet for a second looking at ground and then he looked at me.
Ansel: " Well my father taught that me and Shailene should go out and he thinks I should ask her to be my girlfriend "
Me: " So what did you say?"
Ansel: " Well I said No because I don't want her I love you and you know it " Me: " So what was the kiss about?"
Ansel: " What kiss"
Me: " I can't believe it don't lie to me I saw you and Shailene kiss and you know what at least I had the courage to tell you about me kissing Logan but there is a diffrence I pushed away and you didn't "
Ansel: " I can explain"
Me: " Go ahead" he stood there in silence looking at me.
Me: " That's what I taught " I opened the door to my dorm and walked in but then stopped and looked at him.
Me: " And you know what maybe this relationship was a mistake "
Ansel: " Please don't, what I did was a mistake what can I do to fix this "
Me: " why didn't you tell me you kissed her "
Ansel: " I don't know is just before I met you I had feelings for her but not anymore I promise and I didn't think it was such a big deal" it was hard hearing that he had feelings for her and I didn't know if he was saying the truth or not I had to make a decision of keep going with our secret relationship or just break it once and for all.

Not such a good chapter but i tried. I am sorry that i took so long to update i been really busy lately but I will try to update sooner now. If you liked the chapter please vote and comment any ideas for future chapters: )
Have a good day or night!
-J