Sebastian Stan Imagines

Bucky Barnes - Therefore I Am

Credits: Billie Eilish

Summary: When Bucky was drunk, he cheated on you with Natasha. So you wrote this song to prove how much you didn't care anymore. (You above.)

Warnings: Badass moments. (Not really.)

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You skipped on the stage, grabbing your new microphone from your agent as the song transitioned from NDA to your new song.

"I'm not your friend," You said, into the microphone as thousands of fan screamed that lyric. "Or anything, damn. You think that you're the man, I think Therefore I Am."

You repeated those first lyrics, the crowd shouting it louder then before.

"You ready?" You said, the crowd shouting. "Stop! What the hell are you talking about? Get my pretty name out of your mouth. We are not the same with or without."

The red lights blinded you, but gave you a badass moment to walk and shake your head and hold up the middle finger at the cameras.

"Don't talk, 'bout me like how you might know how I feel, top of the world, but your world isn't real. Your world's an ideal."

"So go have fun!" You spoke-sang. "I really couldn't care less and you can give 'em my best but just know I'm not your friend! Or anything damn, you think that you're the man, I think Therefore I Am. I'm not your friend, or anything, damn. You think that you're the man, I think Therefore I am."

You quickly moved to the edge of the stage where you could sit down and reach out to hold the fan's hands.

"I don't want press to put your name next to mine we're on different lines, so I," You sang, fans screaming as their fingers grazed over yours. "Wanna be nice enough they don't call my bluff 'cause I'd hate to find."

You held out the mic to the crowd.

"Articles, articles, articles, rather you remain unremarkable," You sang. "Gotta lotta. Interviews, interviews, interviews, when they say your name I just act confused."

You stood up, walking back on the stage, scoffing.

"And I really couldn't care less and you can give 'em my best but just know I'm not your friend!" You sang, more angry. "Or anything damn, you think that you're the man, I think Therefore I Am. I'm not your friend, or anything, damn, you think that you're the man, I think Therefore I Am."

You slowly got on the ground, the crowd screaming louder.

"I'm sorry," You sang, lowly. "I don't think I caught your name. I'm sorry, I don't think I caught your name."

Slowly standing back up, the lights went out.

"I'm not your friend!" You yelled, louder, more angry and mad as the red lights flashed again. While the crowd sang the rest of it, you did the "Damn! You think that you're...I think Therefore I Am! I'm not your, friend, damn, you think that YOU'RE the man, I think Therefore I Am!"

You held the middle finger up one more time, mouthing, "Fuck you Bucky", before dropping the microphone and leaving.

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You walked through the Avengers Compound, headphones in your ear as you walked to your room.

Your legs were tired from all that jumping.

You didn't hear anyone behind you, or anyone calling your name.

Until a strong hand spun you around, and you met the eyes of your ex.

Yanking out your earphones, your eyes flushed with anger.

"What do you want?" You spat.

"Woah, take it easy," Bucky said, holding his hands up in surrender. "I just wanted to say that was a good performance."

"I'm glad you liked it," You said, sarcastically. "I made it just for you, you should feel proud."

"Wait, Y/n," Bucky said, put you shoved your earphones back in and continued walking.

Your phone buzzed, and you looked. It was Natasha.

Nat:

Can we talk?

Y/n:

i'm good

Nat:

pls?? I'll buy you Starbucks.

Y/n:

i already told you, i'm good. pls don't txt me anymore.

Nat:

y/n, it was an accident. he didn't mean anything. he's not even talking to me.

Y/n:

that's nice.

Nat:

You need to take him back. We haven't seen him.

Y/n:

Well, I just did. And he seems fine. Stop texting me!!

Nat:

Fine!

Y/n has blocked this number. Please try again later.

You shoved your phone back into your pocket, walking into your room.

You threw your phone and headphones on your bed, unlacing your shoes and going into the bathroom.

You hopped into the shower, washing the pain away, and hopping back out.

You changed into a baggy top with shorts, and laced up your high tops.

Opening the door, you saw a piece of paper on the ground.

9 words.

now you're just somebody that i used to know

Part 2?