Summary: When Bucky was drunk, he cheated on you with Natasha.
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now you're just somebody that i used to know
The paper read.
Was that supposed to mean something?
Arching your brows, you shoved the piece of paper in your pocket.
You walked down the hallways, your phone buzzing constantly from interviewers. You just had one to see.
Jimmy Kimmel.
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"Please welcome, the star, the award winning, Y/n L/n!" Jimmy said, having people cheer as you walked out.
You waved both hands, getting comfortable in your chair as you shifted your baggy shirt.
"Y/n, welcome!" Jimmy said.
"Hey Jimmy! Thanks for having me," You said.
"No problem," He said. "So, you have your new hit song, 'Therefore I Am'."
Cheers erupted, and you smiled.
"You care to tell us why you wrote it?" Jimmy asked, your smile disappearing.
You looked directly into the camera, sending an eye-roll their way. (Below.)
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"And I'm sure the lovely two who inspired me to write it would love to volunteer to tell you," You said, sarcastically, as few "ooh's" echoed through the crowd.
"Oh?" Jimmy said. "Who should we call up?"
"Would love to say names, but I'm pretty sure I could get cancelled for that," You said, as a few people chuckled. "Let's just say I was with the love of my life, and one night he went off and cheated on me with another girl."
You could hear Bucky in the back of your mind saying, "It was an accident!"
"Ohh," Jimmy said. "That drama."
"Yup," You said, popping the "p". "And the part in my song that says, 'I'm not your friend' and 'You think that you're the man' it's so SO accurate, and I love yelling those lyrics with the fans."
More fans cheered.
"And, Y/n," Jimmy said. "You have a new song you wanted to share?"
"I sure did," You said, smiling.
"Give it up for Y/n L/n!" And everyone cheered.
The couches and desk disappeared, and it was just you.
"When I'm away from you, I'm Happier Than Ever,"
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=Bucky's POV=
Bucky's heart was filled with so so much guilt, it made his heart feel heavy. He still can't BELIEVE he did it to Y/n. His Y/n.
He was being SO careful, until his "wonderful" ex showed up, swinging her hips and bumping her nose with his.
It drove Bucky mad.
And next thing you know, he was in a room with her.
And Y/n found out by the cameras.
Bucky rubbed his forehead, watching as Y/n finished her new song.
It was good, but he hated how it was all about him.
He left her the code words. Did she forget?
Bucky leaned back on the couch.
"Hey Bucky," Natasha said.
He didn't answer.
His eyes were focused on the TV, watching as Y/n said good-bye to Jimmy, her smile on.
The smile she used to have when Bucky was around.
"You doing okay?" Natasha asked.
"No," Bucky said, standing up and leaving.
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=Y/n POV=
2 performances in 1 day.
Man, you were tired.
Maybe another shower, some dinner, and you could head to bed.
You took out your hair on the way to your room, running your fingers through it as you continued walking.
"Y/n, wait!"
You walked faster.
"Y/n, please doll," Bucky said. "I can't lose you."
"You already did," You said, continuing to walk, not looking behind you.
"Y/n, please," Bucky said, his voice cracking. "Please doll."
His hand made contact with your back, and you spun around, whacking it away.
"Don't. Doll. Me," You snarled, spinning back around.
"Y/n, Y/n, please please PLEASE let me explain!" Bucky pleaded. "Just two minutes."
You huffed.
"Fine," You said, spinning around to face him. "I'm counting."
"No interrupting," Bucky said, and you nodded. "I'm sorry I cheated on you. I didn't mean anything that happened."
You raised an eyebrow.
They had both said "I love you" that night.
You clenched your jaw.
"I'm serious," Bucky said. "All those 'I love you's', it didn't mean anything. We were drunk. Please, babydoll, give me another chance. I miss you. I miss us. I want you back SO badly. I can't live without you. Please, will you give me another chance?"
Now, most stories, the lover would say, "Oh of course! I forgive you! C'mere, and let me give you a smooch."
