Sebastian Stan Imagines

Bucky Barnes - Therefore I am Pt. 3

Summary: When Bucky was drunk, he cheated on you with Natasha.

Warnings: Language.

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"No,"

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=Avenger's POV=

"This is bad bad BAD!" Wanda said, bursting into the meeting room. "Bucky and Y/n still aren't together? What's happening?"

"Y/n is sensitive," Steve said. "She has trouble accepting people back into her life after something terrible happens to her."

"It's gonna take me a million years to make Y/n forgive me," Natasha said, resting her head on the glass table. "I was such an IDIOT! I can't believe I didn't think about it!"

"You were drunk!" Wanda and Steve said.

"That's no excuse," 

Everyone turned to see Y/n, leaning against the meeting door, with a bag of crackers in her hand.

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=Y/n POV=

"Y/n?" Wanda said. "Whatcha doin' here?"

"I came down for snacks and I saw you guys here," You said, shrugging.

You took a bite out of a cracker, before throwing it back in the box.

"Y/n," Steve said. "We need you to be happy again."

"Who said I wasn't happy?" You asked, doing a sarcastic smile. "I'm happy all the time."

"Such a lie," Tony said. "We're having dinner as a team, then movie night. Everyone must attend."

"Fine," You said. "But I get to hog the popcorn."

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Dinner was steak, salad, and mashed potatoes.

Everyone sat around the rectangle table, Tony and Steve at the ends.

You were sitting between your least favorite people.

Natasha and Bucky.

You had rolled your eyes when you saw the empty spot, almost dropping your plate on your mat on purpose, but you had gently set it down, before sitting down.

"So, Y/n," Steve said. "You had two performances today?" 

"Mhm," You hummed, taking a beat of your steak.

"I really liked the new song," Wanda said.

"Thanks!" You said, smiling. "I'm very proud."

You could see Bucky slowly shaking his head.

"Alright," Tony said. "Let's move to movie night."

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You sat on the couch, upside down, your legs hanging over the back of the couch.

You had the popcorn bowl between you and Peter.

"I'm gonna go grab some things," Bucky said, standing up, and going to the kitchen.

You found yourself craving for a soda, so you got him, ruffling Peter's hair before leaving.

You walked into the kitchen, opening the fridge and grabbing the jug of cider.

You grabbed a mug, pouring in your apple cider.

You put the jug away.

When you thought no one was looking, you grabbed a steak knife, slipping it into your sleeve, and slowly walking away.

"Where are you going with that, doll?" Bucky asked.

You stopped.

"Hm?" You asked.

"I said," Bucky said. "Where are you going with that?"

"With what?" You asked.

"This," Bucky said, quickly reaching into your sleeve and pulling out the knife.

"Uh," You said. "No where?"

"Y/n," Bucky said. "Show me your arms."

You rolled up your sleeves, revealing nothing but perfect skin.

"Were you planning on hurting yourself?" Bucky asked.

"Why would you care?" You snarled, tugging your sleeves back down.

"Because you're my doll," Bucky said.

"No, I'm not!" You yelled. "Natasha is! Ask her! You told her you loved her!"

"I didn't mean it!" Bucky said. "I didn't. I really didn't!"

"Oh really?" You said. "You tell me you love me but treat me like I'm never there!"

"That's not true!!" Bucky said, tears running down his face. "I loved you Y/n! More than anything in the whole world. I want you. I need you. I can't live without you."

And without warning, his lips were on yours.

You pulled away.

"You can't just kiss me and expect me to forgive you!" You said.

"Then what can I do to earn your love again?" Bucky sobbed.

"Just" Push "Fucking" Push "Leave" Push "Me" Push "Alone!"

"Please don't let me go!" Bucky sobbed. "I can't do this Y/n! I can't live without you."

"You broke that trust!" You yelled. "You broke me! You broke us!"

"Y/n! It wasn't his fault!" Natasha said, running in and blocking your way from Bucky.

"Oh, this is cute!" You said. "Adorable, really!"

"Y/n!" Natasha said. "We were both drunk! I don't know what other explanation you want."

You huffed a shaky breath, pushing Natasha away and walking towards Bucky.

"You broke my heart," You whispered, tears running down both your faces. "I will give you, one more chance. Break that chance, and I'm fucking out of here. I mean I'm out of here like I'm dead."

Bucky's face turned worried.

"Oh doll," He whispered, slowly wrapping his arms around you, and having you tense. "I'm so so sorry. I wish I could've stopped myself. I wish somebody would've stopped us."

Your anger still boiled, but you still loved him.

"I hate you so much," You sobbed, a smile cracking, and having Bucky smile.

"You love me," He said, before kissing your lips.

-End of Therefore I Am-