First time heart flutters

Dreaming about you

The entire class was screaming, dampening the silent atmosphere around. It was raining outside, much to everyone's dismay. It was the PT hour. Sameer kept gazing at the grey clouds, shedding away her laden humidity towards the ground. The feelings inside him had piled up too in a similar way. The brown eyes drifted subconsciously towards her, sitting in another class corner. Her eyes were fixed on her maths note.

She is busy integrating equations while I am failing to differentiate things around me. Yeah, it's a dumb quote though, still...I was trying to integrate my thoughts when she lifted her eyes from her notebook and looked at me!!  She arched her eyebrows questioningly. It was only then, I realised that I had been looking at her, shamelessly for the past five minutes.

"Nothing," Sameer shook his head vigorously, turning away. Still, his corner vision could make it to see Naina smiling before glueing her eyes towards the notebook. 

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"Was Sameer looking at ME?" Naina could feel her heart racing. Her fingers trembled as she wrote those equations in her notebook.

"Looking at ME?" Naina gasped mentally, "Like, I was reflecting on his retina for past five minutes?"

A blush crept up on her face. The cheeks were shaded red, a deep warm coloured red. Her lips curved up subconsciously as she could feel the atmosphere growing warm around her. Her Pupils dilated as she could feel the event sinking in.

"SAMEER MAHESHWARI WAS LOOKING AT ME??"

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Vihaan sat alone on the balcony, with a cup of coffee in his front. The steam of aroma tingled his nostrils while mixing up with the smell of earth. It was heaven. The peace around him was filling up his soul. He wanted this moment. This was something he had been waiting for, for a long time. Watching the rain, he opened his laptop and logged in to Tumblr, the anonymous mental well-being blog.

@soulsoother: Hi...I have been going through a lot this year, for a longer part of it. I had been framed, punished, betrayed and not trusted, even by the closest ones to mine. In all these processes, I even end up breaking another person who has nothing to do with this, I am feeling terrible because of that!! 

He waited for someone to reply

@byeoltae4ever: Hey Hi, @soulsoother, Honey...I could feel and understand you. People can be shittier at times, especially the close ones, whom you think you love and deserve. But perhaps, they don't deserve you!! Even when you are broken, I could see that your heart is aching for someone else, whom you feel doesn't deserve this. That says how good you are as a person in heart. No worries, he or she shall definitely realize your inner beauty. Let go of that terrible feeling.

Vihaan smiled, and was about to type something and then, the laptop died due to low battery.

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Disclaimer: Tumblr is an anonymous mental health platform existing for real. It's only for story purposes and nothing promotional. Also, the actual way by which it works may or may not resemble the one picturized in the storyline.