Chapter 38

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Chapter 38

Nario.

I watched her face turn into horror as I told the horrors of my past.

“He had always liked little boys to use and when he joined the cult his eyes turned to me. He was thrilled with the wave of lust and incest. So to get me, he controlled my mother. She wanted him for her and he wanted me. So they both made a plan to manipulate me and make me join the cult. Which I didn’t as I was at 10 , much mature form my age. ”

I swallow as I begin to tell the the horroble scene which still makes me shiver.

“One day when I came home. I heard noises and saw both of them Fucking each other in my room. He looked at me while fucking... her ass. He... cum on my bed and my favourite toy , my things and mother was okay with it. So I made a vow to kill mother in those same clothes with my first bullet. I also told every thing to father and he could’nt do anything more as he wasn’t the godfather so he broked his arm and one leg. I was angry on everyone but mostly on grandpa as he still let them live there. In his mind , He was making me strong by torturing me.”

Milan grabbed my other hand as a tear escaped her eye for me.

“So many urges formed. I all day planed to kill them. I all day was suffering. I craved drugs because she made me addict. I all day crave violence as well as my monster. I all day suffered the slaps of storm alone. After one year finally I was promised to kill them. We had the perfect plan. My father did his best to make them fucking pay as we had all the proof so unit will not make a fuss. I was so close to revenge but fast foreword to the party day. I killed lucian because he wanted you.”

“For me ? How..” she asked shockingly. I touched her cheek as she was now mine not anyone else.

“I saw you at the grandfather’s party. I don’t know if you remember but you talked to me and I was distrub as mother again and again said that I should let Lucian touch me. So I walked away from her and the crowd otherwise I would have hitted her like before. I had hitted her as she said that it will be amazing to be touch by lucian.”

“She is so horrible.” Milan gritted her teeth and I nod.

I smiled as I remebered her talking to me.

“But when you spoke to me at the party , I felt a melody in my body. The storm stopped and rain stopped. I was free. So I ran away from you to stop the feeling but I stared at you and snapped pictures of you but Lucian caught me , he threaten to take you away from me..and do horrible things. He knew I was observed in you. So I left and scolded myself that you weren’t mine but It didn’t work as I killed him and felt happy to see him and your fiance dead. ”

She tense a little bit but still held my hand.

“I was then send to mental hospital because I was sick... and other reason were all godfather’s as they would have killed me for attacking on a parent and of course she was also a Valenti so it was difficult for grandpa and father to kill her and to save me they sended her away. And In asylum , I made many havoc so grandpa made a deal. He would give me your info and I would live there.”

“I don’t know what to say.” She softly said. I sighed as I was feeling less burdened.

“I was angry at myself for wanting you , a woman. I stopped taking tabs on you and when I came back. The urge to see you grew more. So I took out everysingle picture of you and burned it in anger. I didn’t felt calmness like I feel when I killed people. Did you know what I felt. I felt emptiness and sadness that I started to stalk you. I stopped then started again. I busy myself. I took pills and drugs but nothing happened. I still wanted you ....and to stop this feeling I even thought about killing you.”

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