Dangerous Desire

part. 29

BELLA

My eyes widen when I fully sit on his lap, feeling something hard below me. There's no way... Hyunjin must feel my shock as my body goes stiff, unsure what to do.

"I'm sorry." Hyunjin looks down, an embarrassed and uncomfortable look spreading across his features.

"Hey," I grab his face, lifting it so he's back to looking at me. "Don't apologise, it's normal," I tell him whilst my thumbs stroke his cheeks.

"I've just..." he starts, avoiding my eyes. "I've never had... this before."

My brows etch together with confusion. "Had what?" I ask gently.

Hyunjin looks down between us and then back up to me. I don't need him to say anything to understand what he's telling me.

My eyebrows raise with shock, my mouth opening a little. "Ever?"

A blush spreads across his cheeks and he looks down again. "Maybe once or twice when I was younger but no one has ever made me feel like this before, feels new to me."

My ego is suddenly boosted at what he says, a feeling of confidence surging through me at the fact that I'm the only person who has made him feel like this.

And that's only by kissing.

I bring his face back up so he can look at me, he darts his eyes between mine, looking for any judgement. But he doesn't see any.

"Do you know how that makes me feel? To hear you say that?" I whisper, holding his jaw with my hands and ghosting my thumb over his plump lips.

Blood rushes to his cheeks, becoming warm under my palms, and he shakes his head.

"Do you want to know?" I continue, moving my hands from his jaw, to his neck, and to his chest. I feel his heart beating rapidly under my hands and under the fabric of his hoodie, his muscles contracting under my touch.

I watch Hyunjin gulp, not responding straight away, but when he does, he nods.

"I'm gonna need words, pretty boy," I say seriously, but also using his nickname to calm him. I need to know he wants this, that we're not rushing. That he's okay.

Hyunjin nods again. "I want to know, please show me," he says breathlessly.

This gives me the confidence to lean forward, press my lips to his in a slow kiss. Hyunjin breathes through his nose, placing his hands on my thighs.

I break away, opening my eyes to see he has his closed. I drag my lips from his and pepper small, delicate kisses along his jaw. I feel his hands squeeze my thighs slightly at my actions which boosts my confidence even more.

I've never always been dominant in relationships. I've been on top a few times, I've managed to experience what I enjoy but it was always the other person who ended up taking control in the end. So, watching Hyunjin practically melt at my fingertips is something unfamiliar but I'm loving it.

When my lips reach his ear, I place a kiss below it and grab his hands to move them from my thighs and to my hips. I then slowly start to move my hips back and forth, relaxing more against him.