Dangerous Desire

part. 38

well hello there..

i'm alive and i haven't forgot about you! sorry for being MIA, i'm doing my final exams rn and it's been kicking my ass :(

but since the exam i did today went really well, i thought i'd treat ya

i appreciate all you beautiful people for staying and having faith in me, love ya cuties and hope you're all doing well <3

enjoy, kisses F ;)

BELLA

The first thing I notice when I wake up is the familiar feel of Luna's fur against my skin. I smile when she purrs and cuddles up to me, pleasantly waking me from my slumber. I sigh, eyes still closed and hold her tight, her presence giving me a sense of peace.

That is until I remember the events of last night.

My eyes shoot open and I slowly turn my head to see if Hyunjin is sleeping next to me, much to my surprise he isn't.

My stomach drops and my mind shouts at me, telling me he ran off and this was all a huge, massive mistake. My eyes dart around my room and my thoughts die down when I see his clothes still scattered on my bedroom floor. I blush at the reminder.

Last night was a mixture of what I needed, and what I didn't need.

I needed him. I needed him close and I finally got to experience what it's like to be with someone you love. However, I didn't need it because it's made my, our, situation worse. He still doesn't know my feelings towards him and vice versa.

Was this a right thing to do? Should we have succumbed to our desires when the outcome could be something dangerous?

My overthinking is soon disturbed when I hear a muffled clatter from outside my bedroom. My stomach flips at the possibility of Hyunjin still being here and I take a deep breath, building up the courage to get out of bed. Quickly, I brush my teeth and hair to not only make me look presentable but also feel it.

I'm about to put my pyjamas on again when I see Hyunjin's t-shirt on the floor next to my feet. My lip gets caught in between my teeth and I bend down, picking the material up and I put it on, his scent filling my nose and causing my heart to beat faster.

When I think I look and feel decent, I open my bedroom door and gently walk out of my room to find out what all the noise is. When I enter my little kitchen, my heart beats even faster when I find Hyunjin at the stove, shirtless and only covered in his black sweatpants. I gulp when the muscles in his back tense and move when he stirs something in front of him.

"Well isn't this nice to wake up to," I say, my voice raspy from not long waking up.

My voice seems to shock Hyunjin as he jumps and spins around, holding his chest and breathing heavily. "You scared me," he breathes but smiles nonetheless and I walk closer to see he's making eggs.

"Yum," I mumble and snake my arms around his waist, Hyunjin wrapping his arms around my shoulders in response. "You don't have to make breakfast, you're my guest," I say, leaning my chin on his bare chest and looking up at him.

Hyunjin's smile never falters. "I wanted to. Think of it as a thank you."

I frown in confusion. "Thank you for what?" I ask.