Maybe This Time // Minsung

1. Wassup Motherfuckas🍃

"Hi my name is Han Jisung. I'm from a place called Velorea.. Depending on your preference but it's always been known to me as that so deal with it, thank you

This year I'm set on breaking away from the threats that I face here and thus making my life shine in ways it deemed impossible"

I sat up in my bed slowly.

"There's nothing worse than hearing the bullets roaring outside but they are nothing compared to the bullets in my head"

I took a deep breath in before opening my eyes.

"I also hope to find lo-"

"hyung...is that my journal?" I stayed as calm as possible as I stared at my journal in my brothers hands.

Jihwan let out one single laugh. That was my final straw before throwing myself at him onto the floor.

"You bitch!" I roared at him. Jihwan continued to laugh, dodging every attempted punch I threw at him. He tossed my journal aside "Okay okay-woah!" He dodged again.

He then suddenly grabbed my wrists twisted my arms to lock them together and swing us around so I laid on the floor. I landed with a huff.

"I forget you're a good fighter" I gathered my breath. Jihwan looked down at me and laughed. He let go of my arms and sighed gaining composure himself. "Damn you're getting stronger as the days go by"

Jihwan was my older brother. I don't see him that often but then I also do. He kind of just disappears and reappears when I don't want him to.

Much like now.

"Since when did you come back?" I asked coldly. "After vanishing for a month" I folded my arms.

Jihwan sighed at my remark. "I wish I could tell you Ji-"

"Then tell me" I tested. "I know you're part of that army" Jihwan gave me a look. "Found out then?" He grinned.

"I don't think it's something to be proud of"

"Oh come on Jisung, don't tell me you're a supporter of the Criesonian's" He rolled his eyes. "Their people took our lives away! They murdered our people!!"

"And so do we!" I protested.

Just then our mom walked into my room seeing us both on the floor in an argument. "What on Earth has happened now?"

"Did you tell Jisung about the VA?" Jihwan asked. VA stood for Voleran Army by the way.

Mom looked at me shocked. I had found out on my own Jihwan was in the VA.

"I'm actually really smart Hyung" I smiled. Jihwan looked at me stunned "You found out on your own?"

"Do you think I'm that dumb!?" I exclaimed offended by his remarks. He then held my journal in his hand. "Well your writing is a bit-"

I snatched it. "Don't you dare speak to me about my literature" I glared. "I'd hardly call that literature, sweetie" Mom chimed in.

I looked at her almost disgusted. "Mom!?" I exclaimed. She shrugged before leaving the door.

"Hurry up Jisung, you have school!"

Jihwan pinched my ear. "Better get moving Shakespeare"

I pushed his arm off. "Go away!"

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Arriving at the bus stop had to have been the most peaceful part of my day. I hadn't ran into any soliders of the Criesonian Army so I was pretty happy with that.