Maybe This Time // Minsung

54. Problem With Me🍃

"The wheels on the bus go round and round-"

"Yah shut the fuck up"

"You shut the fuck up"

"Can you be quiet my god!!"

Those were only the few things I heard being said on the bus.

I was sitting with Minho, I had my head leaned against the window as I saw the countryside fields. It was nice to see something so natural.

Minho had a pair of earphones on with his mp3 in his hand. I didn't want to disturb his music so I didn't talk to him much.

We must have been on the bus for a half an hour but I couldn't quiet tell as I had zoned out for most of it.

I wasn't enjoying it that much. Not after the way Hyunjin spoke to me this morning. I had to keep reminding myself that Jeongin, Felix, Gaeun and even my brother didn't mind that I liked a boy.

But I don't know why it was so hurtful when Hyunjin hated it.

Maybe it was because I thought he'd be better than that. Maybe it's because he's my best friend and best friends are meant to be supportive of you.

Then every now and again, Yejoon and the VA passed my mind. I hadn't been called for any missions lately. I was thankful for that.

Usually it was because they were planning, tyring to make it seem like they weren't doing anything anymore til their next attack.

Every time I thought about it, I thought of Jihwan and instantly removed any guilt I had for not wanting to fight.

I felt a little tap on my shoulder. I turned my head and saw Minho holding out a earphome for me.

"You look deep in thought" He smiled. "Maybe this will take your mind off it?" He suggested. I smiled at him greatfully.

"Thank you" I took the earphone and put it in my ear. Instantly the song Dreams by the Cranberries filled my mind instead of my thoughts.

I leaned my head onto Minho's shoulder. He took my hand into his and hummed along to the song. I smiled a little.

God I was so happy when I was just with him.

I ended up dozing off because the next thing I heard was a few muffled voices but I began to hear some of the conversation.

"Is he that knocked out?" I knew that was Seungmin. "A lot must be worrying him" Minho replied.

"What does he have to worry about?" That was Hyunjin. Then I heard some movements "Ow! What the fuck!"

"Shut the fuck up, Jisung can worry about anything!" That was Felix. Why was he defending me? It was kind of funny I can't lie.

Minho shook me a little "Ji" He mumbled. "Wake up or I'll kiss you" He whispered so I could only hear.

I instantly got up.

"Morning sunshine" Seungmin patted my head. "Are we here?" I asked. Minho nodded "Everyone is gone to their cabins"

"We're all sharing one" Felix smiled. "Jisung bunk with me!" He asked "I don't want to share with Hyunjin"

Minho sent him a look as he got up from our seats. "He's rooming with me" He stated. "We agreed ages ago"

Did we? I don't recall.

Felix sighed nonetheless "Okay then go get married for all I care" He faked a sob before walking off the bus with Changbin.

He pushed him down the Isle of the bus while laughing.

"Right then" Seungmin laughed and began walking off with Jeongin.

"Where's chan?" I asked. "He went to the cabin first, to see if we needed anything and all of that" Minho explained.

I hummed as he walked a little ahead. I bumped into Hyunjin as I went to walk down.

We both looked at each other. I couldn't tell what he was thinking. We made eye contact but then he broke it.

"After you" he mumbled. I nodded my head "Rooming with Felix huh?" I asked trying to make conversation since he spoke to me.

"Why do you care?" he asked as he walked behind me. "Well... I mean... Its not a you thing" I felt defeated already.

"Do you have a problem with it?" He asked as we both got off the bus.

Now I took the chance to ask him what I wanted.

"Do you have a problem with me?" I asked. He glared at me "I don't have a problem with you"

"Oh really? Because it seems like you do!" I exclaimed. "Ever since I was at your house that day, you can't even look at me"

We both hadn't realised our friend group were watching.

"Well I'm sorry it's not really normal to hear what you are" He rolled his eyes. "So I don't see why you're so upset! Can't you respect my opinion?"

"Jisung" Minho walked up to me. I gulped back down a lot more things I could've said.

I took a breath. "I'm upset because I thought you'd be happy for me" I replied. "You're my best friend and it fucking hurts knowing you don't even want to know me anymore because of someone I like"

Minho's eyes widened a little as he grasped the situation.

Hyunjin also looked like he got a slap down to earth as he really realised what a dick he was being to me.

He opened his mouth to say something but I was quicker.

I picked up my bag and threw it over my shoulder. "It's not like I can fucking help what my heart wants"

"And I thought you'd know better than that" I then walked off.

Luckily Minho followed after me so I actually knew where I was going.

"Ji" He called as he caught up to me. "What happened?"

"Can I tell you later?" I asked. "I don't really want to say it with so many people around"

He nodded "Whatever you want"

We entered our cabin, Minho and I picked a room.

There were two single beds and two lockers for each on either side of the room. We both looked at it for a while.

"Can we push them together?" He asked. I chuckled "Why? You wanna sleep with me?"

I got a slap. "Han Jisung!" Minho looked at me shocked

"I didn't mean that way!" I replied just as surprised.

We put down our stuff and got working on moving the beds.

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Heyyy

SOMEONE TOOK A PHOTO OF ME SINGING AT THE SHOW I WAS DOIN AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD!!!!



That's on quality although my face looks slightly deformed BUT IT'S OKAY ah oop slight face reveal too ig

Might take it down in a while Hehehe

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