Maybe This Time // Minsung

48. You Have A Crush On A Boy? 🍃

After a few minutes, Minho was dressed and ready to leave.

I opened the curtains and saw the actual daylight. I felt genuinely sad to see him leave.

He pulled on his jacket and stood beside me. He pinched my cheek "What's with the frown" he asked. I was frowning? I didn't even realise.

"Oh nothing" I replied finding it stupid to not want him to go. He turned me to face him. He ran his hand through my hair and let his hand rest on my cheek.

"Tell me what your thinking" He said softly. I gulped a little "Can I come over to your house later?"

Minho hummed. "Yeah sure, my dad won't be around later" he smiled. I smiled back and then hugged him. "Be careful" I mumbled.

He hugged me back. "I gotta go now before I get killed" He chuckled. I nodded my head and pulled away.

I held the window open for him as he climbed out. He gave me a short smile before hurrying off to the street beside my house.

Once he jumped over the wall, I couldn't see him.

I let out a sigh and felt a longing sense of emptiness hang over me. I Really have grown attached to him haven't I?

I think it's insane how our brain and heart work. I needed to tell someone.

I am literally the worst person to keep things to myself or I'll just go off my head with stress and anxiety. I had to tell someone that I liked Minho.

Okay yes, I told Jihwan he was my boyfriend but there is a difference now once again. I actually like him.

I guess my heart really wanted to have that whole thing where you tell your best friend all the gossip about you and your crush.

I looked over at my phone on my desk. I sat down and pulled the phone off as I held my finger over the dials.

Who to call... Who to call....

"Just because you kiss a guy doesn't make the hyung I had before change right after"

Jeongin.

I dialed his number and realised what the actual fuck I was doing. Before I could hang up, he picked up.

"Hello?" he answered. I didn't reply. Jesus fucking christ what on earth was I doing!?

"Hello??" He called again. "Hey..." I dragged out. "Oh hyung hi"

"Are you okay? Its not like you to call at 9 in the morning... Or at all" He chuckled. I gulped a little. "um... Can... Can I come over? I need to tell you something"

He hummed "Sure! I'm doing nothing" He chuckled "Only a stupid history essay which is boring the fuck from my mind"

I nodded my head "Sorry to hear your fuck has been put to boredom" He laughed "Hyung shut up!"

"I'll be over in the next like.. Half hour is that okay?" I asked. He hummed "Come along anytime" he replied "I'm excited to hear what you have to tell me"

I laughed awkwardly "Haha... You'll definitely be shocked"

"We'll see" He chuckled "Bye hyung!"

I hung up the phone and got ready to go over. I hurried downstairs and went to the kitchen. "Morning sweetie" My mom smiled.

My dad sat down at the table reading the news paper. "Morning" I replied. She had made pancakes.

"I waited for you to wake up" She chuckled. I found myself sitting down at the table. My dad was so invested in the paper in his hands, he had this serious look all alduts had when reading something unbelievable.