Maybe This Time // Minsung

47. A Piece Of This Boy🍃

There's no denying Minho and I had something different with each other compared to our other friends.

Although I don't know how Minho acts when he's with Chan, Changbin and Felix I assumed he'd be very much the same as I am with Hyunjin, Seungmin and Jeongin.

I knew from the first day I met him, he wasn't going to be just a normal friend of mine. I wrote it off at the start that it was because he was Criesonian and I hated him for that.

Now lying beside him, his arms securing wrapped around my waist with my hand playing with his hair.

I think differently.

I don't think Minho was ever meant to be a normal friend. I think he was meant to come into my life and waken up my senses and sense of humanity.

I even met him three years ago. Even though it was such a short meeting, I knew that between us something more was there. It wasn't a normal meeting, I still owned his jacket.

For three years, I held a piece of this boy beside me and never knew how much an impact he'd have on me.

There are somethings in this world that are meant to happen. That saying of what's meant for you won't pass you.

Minho was definitely that.

I had been deep in thought while looking at him. The morning sun was lightly shining through past the curtains creating a orange hue around my room.

I really liked my room in the mornings. It had a homey vibe to it and I never really wanted to get up out of bed because of it.

But I wasn't fixed on that today, I was transfixed on Minho who was laying asleep beside me.

I didn't know what time it was but I Could hear my mom was awake and downstairs making our breakfast as she usually does on a Saturday.

I could hear the opening of cupboards and the turning on of a cooker. Despite this, I was merely focused on Minho.

It was now I really confirmed to myself I had a crush on him. I liked him.

A soft smile fell upon my lips as I watched him move slightly. His loose grip on my waist had suddenly tightened and I took that as a sign he was waking up.

So out of panic to be caught staring for god knows how long. I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.

Minho had definitely woke up as I heard him move around slightly and take a breath in. He was figuring out where he was. Then he let out a breath and moved back to the way he was before.

He then pulled me a little closer to him and I instantly felt myself dying. How could I get any closer than before???

He held me securely and in a way I felt safe. It was like going home to a warm fire after being out in the cold winter weather all day.

He began playing with my hair again. I felt like I could go to sleep once more because of it.

But instead Minho softly called me awake. "Ji" He whispered. I decided not to move since that would probably be too abrupt to wake up.

"Jisung" He called again with a very low tone. It was slightly husky from sleeping and I died right then.

I opened my eyes slowly and we made eye contact instantly. Fucking hell, he was so close to me face-

"Morning" He smiled. I blinked a few times as I processed the proximity of him. "M-Morning"

I didn't stutter you heard nothing.

Minho chuckled and nuzzled his nose against the top of my head. My eyes widened as I stared at his chest.

Is this what it feels like to really like someone? The way I'm feeling is meant to happen right?

"I don't wanna get up" Minho mumbled before taking his head back so he could look at me. "Your bed is really comfy"

I scoffed "Lies. You literally have a bigger bed with more space" I replied. He hummed lightly "Then you make it more comfy"

My eyes widened. "Are you calling me a mattress right now?" I asked. He chuckled "No" he sighed. He rubbed my back with his hand.

"More like you make me not want to let you go, you're too warm" He grinned. I opened my mouth and paused. I then sent a sly look.

"That's pretty gay Minho" I teased. He hummed with a soft smile on his face. "Nothing about this" he gestured to us. "Is straight either"

I laughed "I guess I'm not straight then" I smiled. Then I paused. That was the first time I admitted out loud I wasn't straight.

Minho just gave me a small smile. "I knew that way before you did" He booped my nose. I scoffed "How!!"

"Jisung you literally said yes to kissing me when I asked you to" He referred back to the first time we kissed. I furrowed my brows "But you wanted to help me"

"Yeah I did, but I thought you'd realise that if you were really straight you wouldn't have kissed me to begin with" He chuckled as I gasped "You're fucking smart"

"I'm just that good" He smirked. I rolled over onto my back and sighed "Damn, that long and I was struggling"

Minho hummed. Then my view of the ceiling was replaced with him. I smiled "Hello" I said. "Hey" He smiled back.

"You look good from up here" He teased. I scoffed "Do I?" I asked tilting my head to the side. He leaned down a little, I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"You do" he sounded more intoxicated by something if I could give you a description. His tone became more slow and quieter.

Perhaps it was me that made him that way because he kissed me very quickly. I looked at him with surprise. "Okay" I chuckled.

"Stop looking so pretty" He pouted. "Especially now"

"Why? Does it make you want to kiss me?" I teased. He nodded to my surprise. "Mhm, you look very kissable"

Back on my first thought. Minho and I have a very different relationship than anyone else. This was clearly why.

Imagine me going up to Hyunjin and saying he looked kissable?

I probably would still do that but not actually kiss him. I don't kiss homies.

Difference is with Minho, I'd want him to kiss me. He isn't that type of homie.

"Kiss me then" I teased hoping he actually would because my heart for some reason always wanted him to kiss me if the situation went like this.

Minho chuckled and leaned down to plant a soft kiss on my lips. I kissed him back and I felt like I was electricity in my own body.

He moved his head to the side slightly as he kissed me harder. I brought my hands up into his hair as he deepened the kiss.

He tugged at my lower lip before pulling away to kiss my jaw with little soft kisses. My eyes widened as I felt his lips softly press against my neck.

"Minho" I said in panic. He pulled away instantly and looked at me with a mix of worry and guilt. "I'm so sorry" He said genuinely.

I shook my head a little breathless. "No.. Its okay I just wasn't expecting you to... You know"

"Are you okay?" he asked. I nodded "Just a little surprised" I chuckled. He let out a soft laugh as I chuckled. "Sorry I got a bit carried away" he got off top of me, that was a sight I missed instantly.

We both sat up in my bed. "Don't worry about it... I didn't expect you to do that" I smiled. He hummed "I'm glad you stopped me"

We stayed quiet for a while. "I wouldn't mind you doing that again"

"Jisung!"

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