Brielle's POV
After dinner last night my mind has been racing with all sorts of things, I thought about the pros and cons of moving back to New York but I only seemed to come up with pros for Leon and mostly cons for me.
I can't keep Leon from his family and it would be good for him to meet his family back in New York, I can't let the bad things that happened to me there stop my son from meeting people he should have met a while ago. Not to mention I have been thinking about how this will make Ana feel, I really don't want to leave her she is a huge part of the reason that I was able to raise Leon without his father.
I can't just leave her it would kill me she has already given up so much for me, I would hate to do that to her.
Remember Brielle this would be for Leon, he needs to meet his other family members.
This is all too much to think about right now, I need to focus on something else for a minute. I got out of my bed as I made my way to the bathroom and took a shower before I went back to my room to get dressed. For today I have planned to go out with Ana and Leon today just the three of us and then maybe that will help me come up with a decision for Lorenzo.
After I got done getting dressed and finished my hair and makeup I then made my way to the kitchen to see that Leon and Ana were already eating while talking to each other. I make my way to place a kiss on his head causing him to look at me with a smile on his adorable face.
"Good morning handsome." I said to him before pulling him into a hug.
"Good morning Mommy." He said to me before he turned back to his plate and began eating again. I then make my way over to the coffee pot to grab some.
Once I have my cup of coffee I make my way to the table and take a seat across from Ana. She looks up from her plate as she smiles at me.
"You look stressed." She said while she looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.
I hate that she can read me so easily.
"It's nothing." She slowly nods before she began gathering her and Leon's plate to take them to the sink.
"I take it you will tell me later." She gave me a knowing smile before she left to the kitchen. She wasn't wrong I was going to tell her later but I'm not really looking forward to it.
I hate that this is a decision that should be easy for me but I am overthinking every part of it. I don't know if Ana will take the news well and I know Leon is already so used to living here in California that if we move to New York it might take a toll on him.
Deep breaths Brie... You have time to decide.
I just hope I make the right decision.
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Mafia series: Innocence
RomanceBrielle is engaged to marry a horrible man who doesn't treat her well, so one day she decides to run away but what happens when she witnesses something she wasn't suppose to in an alley, and is forced to work for Italian mafia king Lorenzo De Luca. ...