Communication ~ quite a long word to speak or write. And so I ignored it for years.
I can't compare the complexities of lives, as in my case it's quite dissimilar. Being the odd one out never stole anyone's attention as my deafening silence made me imperceptible. I tend to like this monotonous isolation until I realized I've been lying to myself all this time. I have been living with a delusion that it doesn't make any difference how hard I try, I just can't shove away all the things running in my head as I speak.
Therefore, this universe tangled up things for me so that I could die, but live at the same time more like an ambivalence.
I don't know if I should call it a turning point or a breaking point of my life, but it's indeed the magic point that miraculously came into existence.
"We always have many crushes in life but the first crush is like a flower blooming in the expanse of glittering sky . You will just gaze them endearingly and look for ways to reach them .Crush can be forgettable for some people but those exhilarating feelings are not! This novel is not only about my crush but it's actually an effort to tell him that a person who constantly thinks about him does exist .
I hesitate to let him know because I believe it's just a temporary attraction that will fade away soon. However, my views evolved over time. The feather like feelings which were earlier flying with the cool wind turned into meteors which beautifully burn intensely but never touched the earth's surface.
I'm just 15 years old and writing this novel. It sounds like I'm a Juliet who's always lost in the dreams of her Romeo, although he's is seldom a Romeo. But I will blame all this shit happening to my hormones. Attraction is natural at this stage of life but in my case , as I am accustomed to not having crush on any boy , attraction appears cringe . Having a perspective like this and at the same time being obsessed with one of my classmates is my biggest contradiction. The past few years went in depression and fun too. I thought I already had enjoyed the biggest funs in my life . Then he came in my life and marked the beginning of the most thrilling experiences I ever had.
Edited: 1Jan 2024
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