It was me

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It was me who texted first out of curiosity. Hi

To continue the talk I asked him a very wonderful question -
"Can you assure me if I'm texting the right person ?"
He asked how . To which I replied asking if his school is dav or not.
Guess what..
Our conversation ended . He never replied . Maybe he was thinking that it must be a stalker or a serial killer game .
What's more surprising is I lost eye contact with him recently . Maybe that was because of the poem that I wrote in my bio.

"Eye contact
And then that smile
I always hide
And avert my eyes
away from your sight"

I know it's cheesy and I'm also being so cringe girl lately but I can't help my curiosity that was trying to peel off my decent soul away. I regretted my decision and moved on .
My sleeping schedule is getting worse lately and I literally waste my time on movies. I look for a while what I have been doing all the time and then get ready for the school.
My dear dad starts the bike after I hopped on the back seat . It takes less than 8 mins to reach my school but I enjoy the cold wind and people passing by the streets and the eye contacts of milli secs with them. My mind giving holy advices to me as I descend and go towards the school entrance. After climbing the endless stairs , I finally reach my classroom panting like an asthma patient at his last stage.
I don't know how I manage to survive the chemistry and maths classes without even studying anything. Thanks to the prayers I mumbled in my mind when the teacher was scolding other students But one thing that has persisted till now is my sudden shivering. Maybe that's because of my silly mistakes that I committed while taking medicines. Sometimes I would realise sitting on the bike that I literally forgot to take the morning course. And some days I would eat the night tablet in morning. I always get embarassed after someone calls my name and I shiver like a vibrating washing machine and everybody looks at me. " This is indeed involuntary and I don't do this on purpose , I am what I am and I accept MYSELF. " Heavenly lines that I tell myself to reduce the embarrassing blush on my face...

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