NEW YEAR 2024

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Happy New Year to me and everyone who made my 2023 the worst or the best. It doesn't matter cause it's a new year. I hope this reason is enough to satisfy.

So so so it's actually 1:16 am,  1 January 2024 and I am narrating how I celebrated or say destructed myself on 31st December's night. I was again , no surprises, in the dilemma whether to go to school tomorrow or not . I had enough excuses. But a little while ago I was motivated that I will do this and that . I thought I have superpowers like changing my whole lethargic personality into some great level of discipline and productivity. For one hour I thought and discussed this shit dilemma and the other hour I fought with the hesitation to talk to my mother about not going to school. I was texting my sibling this and that and all my worries. Then I decided that at the time of new year I will do it. So here I at 12:00 am , saying to my mother who is half awake on bed ---
Happy New year Mummy .....mai ni jari kl school.
She got convinced and I got relaxed . Then I jumped over my bed and started texting all my favourite  persons like Joe, Aabha and shhh I forgot Harshita. I just remembered it now. Forget it. So where I was... yeah I wished them happily and closed my phone and went to sleep.

I didn't sleep.

I remembered him.

I said to myself,

"I wish I could text him Happy New Year ...."


I got hungry. So after making my stomach feel good I grabbed my phone to write. As I would be done editing it soon and publish it again just to let the one ,because of whom I started writing, know that he is imprinted on my permanent memory.





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