Depression

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What comes after anxiety is depression because you regret your decisions when you were anxious .
When i turned back i saw a boy who was from medical stream and his gang behind. As I glanced at his face , i hastily turned my head towards my sister who was bewildered why i was not saying anything at all and just standing still , filled with anxiety. She called out my name hundreds time telling me to have a seat, to speak something and shit. But there i was overthinking about my looks and what they'll think about me . Just then i heard another boy of the mafia gang saying in his stupefied voice
"What's she doin here??!"
Thanks to my masks that reduced my effort to control expressions. But as soon as the food got packed i wind my arm with my sis and swished her out of the place . On our way i told her why i was acting like that and then she reacted by pulling off my mask and teasing me with her wild laugh while we were just beside that shop . I pulled it up again and rushed to home as soon as possible.

" Should I pull my mask
Should I not?
But I'm sure diving in a thought
Sleeping eyes
Awake when it cries
Monsters are scaring
If you aren't so daring...
to face them and look into their eyes
until you shed blood tears or
Make them end your fear..."

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