UNPARALLELED BONDS

Silly Me

"..Chomp.. chomp.. chomp.."
I was peacefully eating halwa chane while sitting in front of the heater . And then out of the blue I started daydreaming while eating.
" How would M#hi! has reacted if he knew that he was my crush ? "
And now his photo that i took a screenshot of flashbacks in my brain.
"Echhhh........"
Yeah! You guessed the right . I was at the edge of choking because I was chuckling hard hysterically not because he looked funny but his eyes were looking a way too much seductive in my imagination.  I texted my close cousin Rooh about this thing and after that i again installed insta with my omega account to follow him.
Me  : ( sent a follow request to crush) This is called to shoot yourself in the foot.
Rooh: Anyway he's your classmate. You can still follow him.
Me: wow man I realised today i belong to him as a classmate!! (つ≧▽≦)つ
Rooh: laughing hard

After 1 hour
Me: Fuck man
Me: I'm shivering
Me: wo mmmm M#hi!
Rooh: Tf?
You know what happened was that he accepted my request and i was literally dancing like a butterfly. Rooh got scared , she thought something serious had happened to me as i was in hysteria for few seconds and texted her this and that.
İ was too much happy to see his posts and stories with my headphones on and listening to the music and imagining him once again in my head (while my mother was sleeping beside and it was 1 am in the morning).
13 December 2022
Today!
Yes today! Some kinda weird and unexpected things happened. I was absent in school on Monday means yesterday because of study stress again . I felt bad as i would not be able to see my crush at school . When i went school today I got anxious about one thing, that is leave application. Though i had written it religiously but i was worried what will the teacher say or ask or do and this and that...i overthink a lot man!

I was sitting peacefully and quit and just then M#hi! entered wearing black cap . He was... looking tooooo cool more like a rapper. But now maths teacher who was also my class teacher entered  and then my overthinking again started .
But to my surprise she didn't pick on me and only asked about the studies.

I was relieved ..... phew..

Then the next period was of English but the teacher was busy so PT sir came and first asked the boy wearing cap to take off that but the boy said that he was ill. Sir complained ,
" Yesterday you were fine, what happened today?"
M#hi! said , " Sir i was absent yesterday". Others chuckling like birds...
Sir excused him while i was writing on the last page :
"Omg.....!!!!!?????" I was absent for good.
Sir took us to terrace where we sat on the mats.
Now the twist begins. I don't know and i literally don't have any idea how i got the chance to sit with my crush and we were too close! oh my goddd....!!!

Actually what happened was i got seated myself to the side close to my crush but one of my classmate asked me to shift towards where my crush and other boys were sitting and by shifting little by little there was left approximately 0.9 cm distance between me and my crush. And I was on the ninth cloud . He didn't even glanced at me but i was  dancing inside .

However the sad part is that the topper of my class, Mani(girl), came and insisted to sit between me and him although there was no space but somehow i got shifted and she sat in the middle of us. She's nice to me but I started envying her that time.
M#hi! was studying chemistry from her and she was teaching him and there i was also doing chemistry reactions while writing on the back page ,
"She's getting on my nerves".
As she continued to explain , M#hi! was saying ,
"thike thike.... "
" Alright Alright...."
(such a nice and smooth voice)
My heart got warm again just by listening his soothing voice. I was trying to bent my back so my crush could notice me from the other side ( though i don't want to be an attention seeker).

In the lunch break I enjoyed the best time with my partner Harshita . As we laughed and ate chocolates , she, suddenly, out of the blue, asked me the question i have always been yearning to ask her in the first place . The question was that:
Tera crush hai koi?
Do you have a crush?
I have never shared this thing to anyone. Even while playing truth and dare i used to lie that i have no crush but that time it slipped out of my mouth that yess! i have a crush and she was shocked . She wanted to know about my crush but I asked her to wait for the right time. And she was amazed to know that my crush existed in the same class. Then she told me about her crush Bipi and i already had sensed that a long before and there she got amazed again after knowing this. The irony was that Bipi's friend Mansh had a crush on Harshita a  while ago and the whole class was aware of that...loll love triangles but i prefer mad angles more . This was my first time sharing crush stories with a school friend . And I'm so excited for the day when she'll finally gets to know my crush.....
In the last two periods , we went to the physics lab to do practicals . Bipi was also a member of my group. I asked the other boys ,
"Physics main highest marks kiske hain?"
"Who's the topper of physics?"
One boy replied,
" Mani, 62"
Then this guy Bipi says:
"Main hu topper  one, five , *fifteen* !! "
" I'm the topper having 15 marks!! "
I didn't know how to react to a joke made by boys as I talk to them rarely due to shyness so I simply smiled. Then again after  sometime Bipi looked at me in the eyes directly and asked
"Omega thodi study ki tips dena."
" Omega can you give me some study tips."
Here me having 45 out of 70 simply smiled and said that i know nothing. Just then the other boy beside him kicked his leg or pinched i don't know but i remember only Bipi's "aaaaaa" sound and his wince face . I giggled , he noticed but didn't giggled back . And wtf you expect from me Man!??
After that period I was in a state of confusion why Bipi started talking to me suddenly because no boy talks to me uselessly. And even if someone talks , I get irritated because boys of my class just talk shit! I mean illogical things and it's hard to control my smile in serious situations...
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