IT HURTS TO LOVE YOU (Yoonmin FF)

Chapter 35

(JIMIN POV)

One week na rin na nandito kami sa Korea and it's feels like I belong here. I'm feel so happy when I cameback in Korea I don't know why but something is weird and as always I ignore it. Being a wife ito yung pinakamabigat na role na mangyayari sa buhay mo. Once na kinasal kana asahan mo na magiging nanay ka na but this role is the most good right? You will feel happy and enjoy. And being a mother of those two kids I never ever regret I born them.

I here in the kitchen cooking breakfast. I decided to cook is pancake, bread toast, bacon and hotdogs. Naglagay din ako sa platito ng cheese at nutella maybe twins like it. While I frieying bacons and hotdogs I feel something back hug me and my nose hit his scent and I know who is it.

"You should not do that Hubby"

I said to him and I feel he kiss my neck.

"I woke up and you're not beside me"

He said and he put his chin on my shoulder and I smiled.

After a few minutes I finished and turn to him. I kissed him in lips and smile.

"Wake the kids up. We're going to eat our breakfast now and you should call mama and mom also Yoonji"

He left. Hinanda ko na yung mga mga niluto ko. Nasa hapagkainan na kaming lahat at nagsimulang kumain. Napuno ng tawanan ang umagahan dahil sa cute twins. Natapos na kaming kumain at sila mama na daw yung magliligpit kaya naisipan kong paliguan nalang yung mga bata.

"Kids let's go you both need to shower"

I smiled at them and they come with me. I bath them and after that I put their clothes.

"Are you happy my babies?"

"Yes mommy!!"

Napangiti naman ako dahil alam kong masaya sila. Natapos ko na sila bihisan at bumaba sila dahil makikipag kulitan daw sila sa mga lola nila at natawa naman ako dahil doon. Pumasok ako sa room namin ni hubby at nakita kong nakahiga sya at parang malalim ang iniisip nya at hindi nya ako napansin.

Mas lumapit pa ako at nagulat ako ng makitang namumula ang mata ni hubby at napansin kong basa din ang mukha nya. He's crying and I'm so worried dahil ngayon ko lang sya nakita umiyak ulit. Hindi na ako nakapagtimpi at nilapitan sya nakita ko naman na nagulat ito.

"Why are you crying? Hmm?"

Niyakap nya ako at doon sya ummiyak pa lalo kaya parang maiiyak na din ako. Pero hindi ko dapat sya sabayan dahil sa halip ako ang mag comfort baka sa huli sya pa ang gumawa nun.

"There's something wrong? Can you tell me? Maybe I can help you"

Humihikbi nalang sya at tinignan nya ako at nadurog ang puso ko na makita ko sa mga mata nya na sobrang nasasaktan sya. May ginawa ba ako?

"Hubby please say something I'm so worried"

I wipe his tears and kiss his lips. I saw his smile but a broken one. I suddenly remember his face after I woke up in a long sleep. I hurt that day because I know he is in pain and now I saw it again.

"I love you"

I shocked of what he said but smile immediately.

"I love you more Hubby!"

I promise to myself I will believe and choose him whatever happens, I promise hubby even my memories came back.

(YOONGI POV)

"Mr. Yuin, I will give you a hard copy of  our project so you can decide if you sign our partnership"

Mr. Yuin laugh and I frowned.

"Son you don't have to do that, I will sign our partnership because I hear a lot about your company before"

I smiled a little and bowed to him

"Keep it up your company son"

"Thank you Mr. Yuin"

"Your welcome, so I should go now"

Then Mr. Yuin left. I sigh and cover my face, I'm so stressed lately since I saw her. She can't go out of my mind and the guilt hunts me everynight when I asleep.

"Sir? Are you okay?"

I looked up and I saw them, yes them madami sila.  I strech my back and nod to them.

"Don't worry I'm okay"

Umupo naman sila sa harap ko at tinitignan ko lang sila.

"Duh sir don't lie to us we know na may problem ka kaya go spill it"

Ms. Kim said and they tap her hands because she didn't have a professionalism infront of her boss but I'm fine with it, since they know about my situation with my wife before... oh wait! I-I mean my e-ex w-wife... ugh! I can't say that! They always by my side.

"I....."

I heavy sigh and I cupped my face, and looked at them.

"I... saw... hmm... my wife I saw her"

They seem so shock, very shock. Hindi na ako din ako nagtaka kung bakit nagulat sila because even me I was shocked.

"Where sir? Did you talk to her? Did you said you still waiting her? Did you-"

Ms. Jisoo shut her mouth and glare at her.

"Jennie don't shot more questions to our boss, be embarrass"

"I'm sorry sir on her behalf, you know... Ms. Kim Jennie can't shut up his mouth... hehe"

ms. Manoban awkwardly said and I nod.

"You don't need to be professional, Our talk is about my life so don't need to be professional and I choose to say all the things between me and my wife so I understand"

"Hay... kaya ayoko paniwalaan yung sinasabi nila eh.. tsk! Si sir? Cold? Masungit? Strikto? Oo they're right naman pero kapag office works lang"

Ms. Rosè blurt out and I just chuckled.

"Who said that?"

I asked and she just shook her head na huwag ko nalang pansinin yun. So I did.

"I saw her in my parents house"

"What? How?"

I clearly saw they're so confuse, we separated then she in my parents house so of course it's damn confusing, if you didn't know what's happening.

"She and my.... "

I heavy sigh, I don't think I can say it's hurts.

"Brother are married"

Itinuloy ko na, tutal na-umpisahan ko na eh.

"Oh my.... For real?"

They didn't utter some words after Jisoo asked that and I just nod my head. They didn't know if they want to utter some words or not. Even me I don't know what I would say about that.

"I asked my brother how....."

I heavy sigh again and cupped my face.

"How they both got married? And he said 'It's simple, we both love each other'"

I looked at them and they just listen to me. I saw on their face how worried they was.

"But before that... My ex-wife didn't know me and I was so confuse and I asked him and he said she got an incident years ago, so that's why she didn't know because she have an amnesia"

I feel my heart clenched so much and it's hurt. I can't show my true feelings to other... I just... can't.

"I-I think it's hard for you sir"

I nod my head and smile faintly. It's hard for me and they can't see that.