Mágoa | SB19 Josh [SB19 Series #4]

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This chapter is R-18. A sexy chapter for the sexiest man in the Philippines. If you are uncomfortable with sensual scenes, you may skip this.

Grace's POV

I was in cloud 9.

I felt like floating in the air. This must be what it feels like to be in love. I wanted to spend my time with him- my husband, Josh,  which is kind of difficult at this point now that SB19 is gearing up for their US tour later this year.

Josh and I try to spend as much time as we can. I drive up to The Zone dance studio to see them practice. I see Doc Gab, Jillian and Mhai there too- each of them doing their own thing on the side while their men practice. Doc Gab would read on new medical researches, Jillian would draw digital artworks, Mhai would listen to new songs and try to learn them to cover and upload on her Youtube channel and I would face my laptop and try to develop a new game.

We were being productive even while our men were also being productive- trying to perfect new dance routines, coming up with new beats and new songs.  It was nice to be surrounded with women who value their careers as well as their love lives.

Josh would kiss my cheek, or my forehead when SB19 goes on breaks. The other girls would pretend that they didn't see anything, while the rest of SB19 would break out in hoots and laughter.

Josh would pretend not to hear them while I would just shake my head, bite my lip and act all giddy.

"Ayeeee," Mhai could not help but tease me after the nth time that Josh came over and kissed my forehead. She was looking at me knowingly, a huge smile on her face.

"Ang sweet talaga ng Josh," Doc Gab commented, sipping on her Pepsi.

"Kinikilig ako sa inyong dalawa. Yiii," Jillian added.

"Ako din, kinikilig ako," I admitted, biting my lip to keep the huge smile from spreading out on my face. I wanted to roll on the floor because I was too giddy. Josh was so sweet around me.

"Pansin ko, may couple ring na kayo. Kayo na ba?" Doc Gab asked, her eyes trained on my left ring finger.

I followed her gaze. The silver ring that I had now was the ring that Josh gave me almost nine years ago at the marriage booth. I dug it out of its hiding place the night I said yes to Josh. I was thankful that I kept the ring even when I had in mind to throw it when I was in Japan.

It was a good thing that I didn't discard it. It came in handy now.

"Yes," I answered shyly.

"OMG!" the girls chorused, their eyes wide and their mouths open.

"Congrats, girl!" Mhai gushed, enveloping me in a bear hug. "I'm so happy for you and Josh. Finally!"

"I never thought I'd see the day that Kuya Josh would fall in love," Jillian said.

"I know," Gab seconded. "It feels surreal but I'm glad for you both."

"It feels surreal to me too," I agreed.

I never thought that a love like this existed just for me. I never thought that a guy would be willing to love me- all of me. It just seemed like a story written on a novel. I never thought that this even existed in real life.

True love does exist.

"He just had this notion that love was not meant for him. I could not blame him though. He's got issues, what with his dad leaving him and all," Mhai commented.

Among us, Mhai had known Josh the longest. She was Se-eon's photographer slash number one fan, according to her, Josh and Stell's former cover group before they became trainees. She would know Josh's backstory the best.