Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 4

I feel Charles brushing his hand over my head "Sarah, the doc is here" I quickly open my eyes and get up standing next to mom "The surgery went well, some minor complications but he is breathing on his own and stable. We will know more when he wakes up, but for now, stats are looking good" I let out a huge sigh holding both Charle's and moms hands. "Thank you, doctor" "I suggest you all go back to your hotels and get some rest. He won't wake up anytime soon" we thanked him again when mom looks at us. "You two go back to the hotel, I'll stay here, and I call you when he wakes up" I wanted to argue with her that I am staying but she gave me a stern look, "You heard the doctor he won't be up for a while and I think you have a lot to talk about chérie" I gulp nodding "I'll tell you, everything mama" my eyes and face is filled with the guilt she leans and whispers in my ear "I just want to meet my grandkid finally" I look at her with wide eyes "I- how-" "You really thought I wouldn't go after you?" she raises her eyebrows "I am sorry mama" a tear slips my eyes "Oh chéri," she wipes my tear away " I am not mad at you I understand why you did what you did, but now go and tell your brother because he deserves to know" I nod giving her a kiss

Charles drove us to his hotel we just sat on the couch for a few minutes in silence. "Look S, I am not going to lie to you I am mad at you, like really mad" he doesn't look at me. "I get it, Pierre hurt you, and he was an asshole and no I still haven't forgiven him for what he did. But you just got up and left your entire family behind" he finally looks at me "we don't do that Sarah, not us, not after everything we've been through, I don't fucking care how much a guy hurts you, you don't leave mama behind without saying a word, nor Arthur nor Enzo, and not me, for fuck sake S you had me so fucking worried that you did something stupid or something bad happened to you. I.- I" tears fill my eyes listening to his words and seeing the hurt cover his face. "You don't do this, you promised me you are going to be by my side at the races throughout all this, but you just left" tears roll down my face feeling insanely guilty "I know, but" I let out a shaky breath

 "I was pregnant" I whisper really quietly, he looks at me confused not hearing what I said I look into his eyes. "I was 9 weeks pregnant the day Pierre broke up with me, and now I have a beautiful 3-year baby boy," I say in one breath. Charles's eyes widen and he just stays like that for many minutes. "What, you have a son" "Yes" "And he is-?" "Pierre's yes" "Holy fucking hell" he puts his head between his hands trying to comprehend all the information he just got. Again minutes pass without either of us saying a word. "So he doesn't know?" he finally looks back up at me, I just shake my head no. "Noone knows who is his father, except my best friend," I say quietly. "Holy fucking shit S" he lets out a sigh "And you are not planning to tell him?" "No, Charlie he broke up with saying everything was just too much for him, and then it was just the 2 of us, imagine adding a baby in that picture. He broke up with me and install went to move on not waiting even a day. He broke my heart" I sigh "And if it weren't for Ollie I don't think I would have survived" tears roll down my face again, and he puts a hand on my leg calming me.

 "Ollie hmm, wait where is he now?" he pipes up suddenly looking at me confused "Um he is here" once again I receive a confused look from my brother. "I flew in with my best friend, and they are out there somewhere looking for a hotel to stay at. " I pick up my phone looking at Laura's texts about how because it's a race weekend almost all of the hotels are full, and she and Ollie are currently getting food while she is calling hotels around. "With not much luck tho" I frown at my phone. "Stay here then, both me, mom, and Arthur have a room. It's not likely Arthur is gonna need it." I cringe at his sentence knowing Arthur going to be in the hospital for a while. "And I would really like to meet my nephew if you don't mind I already missed 3 years of his life" he shoots me a slightly disappointed smile at me, I nod I felt really guilty, the family was everything to Charlie and I kept his nephew from him, who also happened to be his best friend kid too even tho he doesn't know about him "I would like that, I am really really sorry Charlie. I completely understand if you hate me but I  hope you can forgive me and will still be able to love him despite my mistake"  I say holding my breath. He squeezes my thigh "lapinetter you are my sister, I could never ever hate you no matter what you do, just don't disappear again okay?" I nod through my tears. "Whatever happens, we can and we will figure it out together okay? You don't have to go through this alone, never again" I nod my head again and he pulls me close to his chest wrapping me into a tight hug. "I missed you S" I missed you too Charlie, I love you" "I love you too" he whispers still holding me in a tight hug brushing his hand over my hair. "Can I meet him?" he pulls away after a few minutes "Yes of course you can" I smile calling Laura up.

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