Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 42

Sarah's POV

"I can't because I am fucking pregnant again you moron!"

As soon as the word leaves my mouth I slap my hand over my mouth realizing what I just said. Pierre completely freezes as his eyes widen, I gulp big time as my mind runs a hundred miles per hour, and without a second thought I turn on my heal, rush to the door, grabbing my shoes on the way as I reach for the door handle with trembling hands, running down the hallway to the elevator using Pierre's in shock state to my advantage, as the elevator door closes I see Pierre coming out of his apartment I let out a long breath as the door closes in front of me, I slip into my shoes before I reach the lobby. 

I had no idea where I was or where I was going, I was just going, turning everyone corner I found, my mind was screaming at me to stop but I wasn't listening just kept going and going until I could literally feel my legs going out of under me. I slowly felt myself losing touch with reality, running who knows for how long on an almost completely empty stomach wasn't my brightest idea as the dark spots in my vision were getting bigger by the second, and my heart was racing. I was in somewhat field? I run so far... I sat down under a tree leaning my back against it as I tried to catch my breath, God I fucked up real this time, I had no chance of turning and going back now even tho I should've, but it was too late, complete darkness took over my mind.

Pierre's POV 

I felt bad for not being able to pick them up from the airport but with the new team it was just different, I needed to show up more here, I still had so much to do to prove myself to them. It was constant work so many new and different things, and moving to south France was so overwhelming I could barely keep above it all, Marie finally texts me informing me that she just dropped Sarah and Ollie out at my apartment, I frown slightly I really wanted to show Ollie his room myself but I couldn't be there, a good 20 mins later I finally get out of my meeting, I quickly get up rushing to my car but before I could get in my new PR manager grabs my arm "Where are you going?" Kathy asks me "Back to my apartment, S just arrived," I say "No, no, you have another meeting in an hour," she says making me frown "Another one, come on now, I been in meetings all day, she rolls her eyes at me. "You told me you wanted to build your perfect image at this team, this is what it takes, so suck it up for fuck sake, it was your idea, your plan, better be online in an hour," she says with a warning tone, I sigh as I get in my car.

I ran my hands through my hair anxious before I drive back to my place, I couldn't see anyone as I enter, I slowly open Ollie's room door to see him sleep peacefully, I close the door looking around for Sarah who is nowhere to be found. I call her name a few times as I go around the apartment before I hear some noise from the bathroom, I see her hovering over the toilet throwing up "Sarah!" I rush next to her and gather her hair back as she throws up a few times before finally straightening up a little I help her gently lean back against the cabinet and grab a towel to wipe the sweat from her forehead after flushing the toilet. "Well, I arrived," she says with a weak smile, I chuckle lightly but she looks absolutely terrible her beautiful eyes are faded, I push a strand of her from her forehead back, and I slowly help her into the bed.

I tuck the blanket around her gently "I let you rest then," I say giving her a small smile and about to leave the room when she grabs onto my hand, "Hey, we could watch something," she says looking up at me, I gulp slightly "I-I have an online meeting in a little I-" her small smile instantly disappears from her face "Of course you do," she says dropping my hand and turning away from me, I look down at her "Sarah.." I call her but she just stays with her back facing me, I let out a small sigh before leaving and closing the door behind me as I lean against it, she was almost cold towards me. I was trying my best to always be there, I was spending every single spare moment I had with Ollie, yet Sarah was slipping from me further day by day before I could catch the train of thoughts coming I could hear someone sequel towards me, "Daddy!" Ollie runs to me I quickly kneel down to catch him in a hug.