Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 37

Sarah's POV

The next few weeks went by quite fast to be honest, after Mexico, we joined the boys in Brazil and even in Abu Dhabi I wanted to be there when Charles takes home second place in the world championship which he did. After Mexico Ollie was almost always asking to be with Pierre, he loved hanging out with him, after the boat day we took him karting where Pierre actually thought him some things and Ollie just became even more attached to Pierre. A part of me was melting anytime I saw them together but A little part of me was really scared of this. What if it becomes too much for Pierre? What if Ollie gets used to Pierre being next to him too much? How would I explain if he ever just walked off because he gets sick of Ollie hanging onto him nonstop? 

As far as me and Pierre, it was awkward, as soon as Ollie wasn't near us we fell into an incredibly awkward silence, we couldn't really talk to each other or more like we didn't know what to talk about having no clue where are well situationship stood at the moment, especially since his little drink fiasco at the beach in Mexico. I knew that face, he was jealous of Lando hanging next to me and Ollie, ironic a little I made sure to note in my head not ever mention what happened between me and Lan, and I reminded him too. I knew it could never come out, but after the beach, I was reluctant to make sure it stays a secret till the grave.

After the Abu Dhabi race the season was over but we all decided, well everyone but me, That we are going over to Dubai for my birthday after Laura accidentally told them that I didn't have a birthday party for the past 3 years. So Charles and Laura organized a birthday party for me at a pretty nice club for tonight. So I was currently sitting on the couch watching some cartoons with Ollie while I waited for my mom to arrive as she was watching Ollie tonight. I look at my phone as it buzzes, Pierre: "Need me to watch Ollie tonight?" I furrow my eyebrows a little. "No, my mom watching him, but wait you are not coming?" I text him back. Pierre: "I kind of didn't know if you would want me there" I furrow my eyebrows once again. "Oh come on, everyone is going to be there," Pierre "I don't know, I don't want to intrude on your night" "Oh come on now, see you at the club" I reply putting down my phone not even waiting for his answer. It felt like spending some time with him without Ollie would help us figure out where we stand.

Soon my mom arrived and took Ollie with her "Be good baby" I kiss his head before closing the door on them. Meanwhile, Laura, Kelly, Isa, and Heidi arrived so we could get ready together. "why do I feel like I am going to be drunk af again" I laugh as Laura does my hair. "Because it's your birthday and you are turning 24" she laughs "God I am getting old" I laugh "Oh shush you are young as a newborn, I am literally 10 years older than you dear god" Kelly laughs "It's me who is old" she whines making us all laugh. "Okay so I brought options for you," Isa says pulling a suitcase behind her. "I think this would look bomb on you," she says lifting up low-cut red leather pants and a black bralette, "No, god that looks bomb but I can't wear that," I say quietly. "Of course, you can, your body is HOT" Heide joins in, "She won't wear it because her stomach would be out" Laura comes to my defense quickly. "But your stomach is perfectly flat girl," Kelly says to me.

"Maybe, but, I-I don't like when it's out because of the c-section scar," I say quietly running my hand over the scar "Ollie was a c-section baby?" Kelly asks surprised I nod quickly. "He wasn't supposed to be, it was an emergency surgery," I say, "My scar just kind of never faded nicely, so that's why I never wear bikinis or low-cut pants I really just hate seeing it," I frown, all the girls look at me a little sad before Isa pulls out another pair of pants. "So high-rise white moms jeans with a red bralette for the birthday girl" she smiles. In an hour we are all done and ready so the boys came and picked us up and the craziness has begun. Charles has rented out the back of the club so we could have some privacy whenever we needed some. We stand in a little circle everyone holding up a glass. "Happy birthday little sis," Charles says kissing my head then hands me a shot, "It's not even my birthday yet" I giggle "In an hour it is, Cheers" He lifts his shot glass up and so does everyone else and we take the first shot of the night. "I have a surprise gift for you tomorrow, but now. Enjoy the night okay?" Charles kisses my head before he leaves to go to Laura