Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 20

"Is it true?" Pierre asks loudly staring into my eyes...

I just stare back at him not knowing what I could say to him. "You know, I took you for a lot of things Sarah" he scoffs "But you were never the jealous bitch type" he basically spits the words out. "Guess you did change a lot in the past 3 years" I look at him now utterly confused, Those were NOT the words I expected he will say. "W-what?" I ask him quietly, "I get it you fucking hate me, Fine I deal with it, you made it very clear to me that you hate me, and I get it you don't like her, but take it out on me, she didn't do it, she just happened to be the person who I choose that night," he says, his words drip with venom, I still just stare at him, having zero clue on what he is talking about.

"I know I fucked up, but really Sarah?" he opens his arm widely "Calling her a homewrecker bitch in front of a bunch of people? In front of a fucking kid?" he raises his voice again, I take a step back trying to get the words to make their way into my brain "W-What?" I ask again finally looking back at his eyes once again our eyes lock together, and betrayal slowly overtakes the anger in his eyes, "I really never took you as someone who would stamp so fucking low, you were so much better than this" he says lowering his voice again "You were always so big on telling me that you will never change who you are no matter what," he once again scoffs "But look at you, running back to Sammy? Or is it Lando? Or even both? But you play the heartbroken girl to me right?" he spits the words out sending a glare over at Lando 

"Oh and nice job with the ice cream, We'll send you the cleaning bill from Belgium, you can get your boyfriend to pay it for us" he stares me down before turning on his heel and shutting the door loudly behind him. I just stand there in the middle of the room completely shaken, trying to process what has just actually happened, "Sarah? What was that?" Charles asks looking between Lando and me, I couldn't blame him this wasn't exactly the story we told after coming back from the park. "Mate, what was he talking about?" Charles asks Lando desperate for an answer "I have no clue man" Lan puts his hands up in defense quickly "Sarah" Charles looks at me again

"I don't know.." I shrug the words finally settling down in my brain "She didn't tell him, because she knew she would lose him" Laura finally speaks up being the first to put together the pieces of the situation. "She put together that Ollie is Pierre's and she knew damm well Pierre still loves Sarah," she says referring to our meeting with him in the supermarket "So she decided instead of telling him the truth, she made up some crazy story, most likely in hope Pierre finally lets you go if he thinks that you are a bitch" she states and the pieces all fit together. She played out her cards, just not the ones I expected she would. "But why would she do that? I mean, you guys been broken up for 3 years?" Charles asks still extremely confused.

"She knows that Pierre still very much loves Sarah, and on the contrary to what Sarah states, that Pierre would have found a kid too much, Pierre would run back to Sarah in a heartbeat," Lando says, and even I look at him with wide eyes "Okay, yeah I lied to you at the park, just, just a little bit, I knew he only got with Emily after 6 months of the breakup" My eyes widen even more "He really was torn up about the breakup and regretted his decisions for a long time, then Emily showed up again, and to be honest I don't know the rest, I couldn't really stand Pierre after she showed up she really turned him into someone differnet," he says looking at the ground "I kind of want to slap you right now," I say to Lando, who just quickly takes a step back "Look, I didn't know if I should tell you or not, y-you were so hellbent on wanting to hate him," he says quickly defending himself

I sigh knowing he is right because I wanted to hate Pierre so fucking badly, my mind always trying to find something for me to hate him, to make myself keep Ollie a secret. "Well, I guess it's him who hates me now," I say flatly, "And maybe even you" I look at Lando "You, um might be right about that, I'm grateful that looks can't kill cause.." he visibly shivers. "Wait, wait, wait, wait" Charles stumbles on his word "Do you guys really believe that, that girl, found out her boyfriend who she loves has a secret son, and instead of telling him? She made up a story to turn his ex into a monster?" he then stops for a second rethinking his own words. "Oh," he says as it finally sinks in for him "Holy fuck" he mutters, I just sit down on the couch putting my head into my hands, I feel everyone else do the same next to me. 

After some time Charles gets up "Um, so I know the timing is really bad, but um... me and Laura kinda had a date reserved for tonight" he scratches the back of his neck awkwardly, I look up at him and my nervous best friend "Oh, no, stop, you guys go have fun" I say looking at them they both look at me unsure "No seriously, go, I just eat some ice cream, maybe drink some, a bottle of wine, but seriously go, I will be fine" I say looking at them "I'll stay here with you" Lando offers knowing Charles wouldn't want to leave me alone in the house like this since Arthur went to visit some friends "After all, I am one of your "boyfriend" now" he chuckles making air quotes with his hands referring to Pierre's claim. I let out a laugh "Well hear that? It's date night for all of us" I wiggle my eyebrows at Charles and Laura they smile a little, "Seriously, go before you guys miss your table, Muppet here" I point at Lando "Will keep me company"

They both finally get ready and leave for the restaurant after telling me a hundred million times to call them if I need something. "I ordered us food" Lan flops down next to me on the couch "I am sorry you got in the middle of this mess," I say looking at him feeling a little guilty, he just puts his arm over my shoulder pulling me into a hug "You didn't do anything S, Plus I am honored to be one of your many boyfriends" he laughs I hit his side playfully "Shut up" I giggle looking up at him "But hey if you ever want to make him jealous you know where to find me" he sends me a wink "You are terrible" I laugh putting my head back on his shoulder.

 Once my laughter dies down I just stare at the tv screen, thinking through everything that just happened today,

She has most likely just completely ruined the chance of the three of us ever becoming a family...

I would say I am sorry. But I really am not. Whoops, don't hate me tho. It just would have been way toooo sooon, I said it was a slow burn, and it is going to be SLOW BURN, hihi

Also sorry for the late upload, it passed midnight, but I only got home around 11 pm so I am brain-dead now.

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