Secrets Pierre Gasly

Chapter 15

(For some more dramatic effect play Traitor from Olivia Rodrigo hehe)

I just stare at him. "What are you doing here?" I ask without breaking eye contact, "I- I was just I" he took a deep breath "I just wanted to talk to you, I- ever since I saw you in the hospital and then everywhere I just-" he takes one step closer toward me "And why would you think I want to talk to you, Pierre?" I ask raising my eyebrow at him, "You had nothing to say to me 3 years ago, what on Earth you would have to talk to me about now?" I open my arms "Sarah, you never gave me a chance to explain tha-" "I didn't give you a chance?!" I raise my voice a little bit "You are fucking kidding me right now?" I scoff taking a step toward him, "You walked into my room that night broke up with me out of fucking nowhere and left! And I didn't let you explain?" I ask him in complete disbelief I take a deep breath before asking the question I wanted to know since I saw the first picture of them.

"When did you first meet Emily?" I ask lowering my voice. He just looks down at his shoes "You know damm well, that you owe me the answer." I nearly whisper, his eyes lock up into mine again, those beautiful eyes, filled with sadness and regret, and I knew without a word, she wasn't a stranger to him that night, "You are fucking kidding me right, omg, of course, she was the one at your shoot?" I ask stepping backward realizing why she was so familiar and slowly connecting the dots in my head "Nothing happened between us before that night, we were just friends and-" "You gotta be fucking kidding me" I scoff feeling tears filling my eyes "You fucking broke up with me saying that it was too much for you! Then you just instantly got with someone-" "We didn't get together" I scoff even louder. 

"Don't play dumb Pierre, I know you are dating her," he gulps "Yes now, but we only got together after, after a while" he says quietly "Are you for fucking real?" a tear falls down my face "Did the three years with me meant fucking nothing to you?" my voice shakes "No, what are you talking about, I loved you, Sarah, I-"  "When did you decide that you are breaking up with me? When did you fall out of love with me?" I ask with a tear once again rolling down my face "What?" he looks at me confused "Come on now, you don't fall for someone that quick if you love someone Pierre" I whisper "I didn't fall for her, Sarah, I was just drunk and she was there and it just all happened, I regretted it then I just wanted to go back to you and erase all of it but you just disappeared and-" "You never once tried to reach out so don't even start?" I shut him off quickly. 

"Even if it wasn't another girl, you still choose racing over me" I whisper "No that's not true, for fuck sake Sarah I never wanted to break up, I just needed some time I was just having a hard time and I-" "But that's the thing Pierre" I scoff  "You broke up with me instead of asking me for help" "I-I didn't think you would understand" I raise my eyebrows "We were in a fucking relationship, we knew each other forever, I KNEW what I was getting into the first moment we started dating, I KNEW exactly, how racing life is, for fuck sake my entire family is doing this shit, I KNOW exactly how to handle it," I say raising my voice again as I felt my blood boiling "No matter what excuses you make up to feel yourself better, you fucking broke my heart," I feel tears run down my face as I am shouting at him "So no Pierre, I don't want to fucking talk to you, I don't want to hear your fucking excuses, I did everything, it wasn't enough for you, Hopefully you will find what you are soo looking for in Emily, altho after the 3 year mark tell her to watch out for her back before she gets replaced out of nowhere" I basically shout at him, he looks down at his feet I hear the door open behind me "Sarah-"

"I think it's time for you to leave mate," Charles interrupts him before he could say anything else. He looks at Charles thinking about what to do "I am sorry S" he says quietly before turning on his heel to leave. As soon as he is no longer seen, I just completely break down crying right there on the patio "Hey, hey" Charles quickly squats down next to me wrapping  his arms around me "Hey, shh it's okay" He runs one of his hands over my hair "How could he do this?" I ask between sobs "I don't know" he whispers "Come on let's go inside" I just shake my head not being able to move, he runs his hand over my hair before picking me up and carrying me inside to the couch. I just keep crying for nearly an hour before my sobs finally calm down

"We are back!" Laura shouts happily walking in with Ollie, before stopping in her tracks and seeing me curled up crying, Charles shakes his head. Ollie walks over to me "Mama, what's wrong?" he stands in front of me putting his little hand on my face "Nothing buddy, nothing mama is just tired" I say quietly sitting him in my lap and kissing his head "I know what we need" Laura says going over to the fridge before coming over to sit next to cuddling into my side opening the ice cream bowl pulling Ollie between us. I smile lightly at her, this was our thing, if anyone was sad, ice cream cuddles and a movie were the way to go. And that is exactly what we did, we just sat on the couch all afternoon, on one side comforted by Laura and on the other by Charles and Arthur. I just looked down at Ollie in my lap as I ran my hand through his hair, 

I felt so betrayed by Pierre, he broke me so much, and the worst thing was, I still fucking loved him...

Well, that's just sad ain't it hehe dont hate me  :) I hope everyone had a good day, don't forget to leave a vote and comment see you guys tomorrow...