Be With You

11

Funny may it sound but I tried to distance with Quen for now. Hindi ako sigurado sa nararamdaman ko but I want to stop whatever it is.

I don't want to entertain something that may affect our friendship.

It's just me.

Ayoko lang mag assume. Look at what happened to me for the past week. I need to manage my feelings first before I could face him again. I want to be sure this time.

Luckily, for the past few days I didn't see him, if our friends would set up a meet up, I would always excuse myself. It was so hard because Sheen was very persistent to see me especially because they already knew what happened with me and Sean.

I don't want to make a big fuss about it. I just want to let it go and move on. Wala 'rin naman mangyayari kung kakausapin ko pa si Sean and gagantihan.

That was so tiring and I don't want it.

I continue my volunteer work for the upcoming University Week and we are almost finished with our work. I didn't see Quen there either because there was someone who did the filming with us.

"Overnight on next weekend? Come on! Before the university week! Please Kira...please?"

I heaved a deep sigh while Sheen kept on shaking my shoulder, convincing me to agree to join them having overnight again. The good thing is it wasn't in Quen's private resort but still, he would probably go.

I'm still not ready! What if I felt that feeling again? I don't want it. Hindi makakatulong sakin.

"Are you still sulking on what happened to you and the douchebag?" Sheen's face crumpled remembering Sean's face. "We shouldn't have let him join us last time. If we just know his intention. Gosh! I'm still annoyed by what that guy did to you!"

"Forget him." I said and continued to walk. Sheen stopped talking about Sean but instead continued to convince me with the plan with our friends.

"You have nothing to do! Hindi ka nga rin sumasama sa lakad after class! Kaya sige na..."

As If I can totally ignore her when it comes to things like this. Glancing at her for a moment before nodding then chuckle when she jumped in happiness after I agreed to her request.

"Yes! Finally!" Sheen hugged me from the side with a wide smile on her face. "You will never regret it! This will be totally fun!"

Napangiti na rin ako. Okay, I just need to distant myself with Quen. The girls are there so okay naman siguro.

"Kira."

Sheen and I stopped walking when someone called my name and blocked our way. The smile I had a while ago faded when he tried to walk closer to me.

"Speaking of the douchebag." Sheen muttered and scoffed. "Oh, bakit ka nandito?"

It was Sean. He was looking at me seriously. I thought I was really fine but when I saw his face in front of me, the memory of him kissing a girl flashed through my mind.

"Can we talk, Kira? Please?" his voice pleading, I can see the regret and sadness in his eyes.

Now, I'm really not sure if its really true. After what he did to me, hindi ko na alam kung totoo ba siya o hindi.