Be With You

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I woke up feeling the heaviness on my head and eyes were a bit sore. Maybe because I cried too much last night until I fell asleep. Though, I tried really hard for Quen not to hear it but I know somehow he kind of felt it. Unlike what's my position when I sleep, I am laying on the bed now with a warm comforter covering my body.

It was too early in the morning and the temperature around the bedroom was too cold, knowing that the AC was in high temp and Quen wasn't around made my heart feel lonely.

I miss him.

I miss my boyfriend so much.

Up from his bed and walked outside the bedroom to check and found him at the balcony, leaning his back on the sun lounger chair while his eyes closed.

Did he sleep there?

He doesn't want to be around me? Maybe he put me to his bed and left me there.

Quiet footsteps on my way outside the balcony and sat at the edge of where he was sleeping, my palm touching his leg making him flinch a bit but his eyes remained closed.

"What do you want to eat? I'll cook you breakfast."

He didn't respond and I clearly felt the hurt inside my heart.

I badly wanted to cry again but refrain myself from doing it because it will upset Quen more.

"Babe..."

"Go home. I can take care of myself. Kagabi ko pa sayo sinabi na umuwi ka na."

Even though he remained his eyes closed I shook my head in disagreement. I'll stay here with him even though he will drag me outside.

I'll never leave him.

Quickly wiping a tear fell from my face before I reached his hand and held it.

"Rest here. I'll cook you breakfast. I love you."

His thin line lips twitch a bit but he didn't bother to open his eyes to give me a quick glance. I whisper again and manage a smile to calm myself. "I love you, Quen."