𝘿𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 Ӝ ᴡᴇɴᴄʟᴀɪʀ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs

hi❤

This isn't a chapter, i dont know if ill ever post on this book again but im thinking about it. I just really want to thank you all.

I know, i haven't posted in a while but like, ive had my own stuff going on.

This isn't about any of that;

I just want to thank you guys, in the last like.. 2-3 years(im nto counting) you guys have made my life so much better than i could have ever thought it would. I spent my entire life hoping, wishing, and waiting to become something and be good in life and with this, i was finally able to achieve that. This book was my start, i never thought this would actually reach even 100 views, i wrote the first chapter to just test the waters. When i got to 100, i was so unbelievably happy. That 100 turned into 200, 300, 400, 500, and then i hit 1k.

I truly never though i would've but it was the best moment of my life. I created a community with this book, i found people who cared and were there for me. You guys are genuinely the best thing that has ever happened to me. You saved my life.

I had my moments, i had my good days and my bad days. I stopped posting for a long time but somehow, that didn't stop you guys from still staying and reading my stuff. You all supported me through everything, my book, my health, and my feelings. I can never repay any of you for how much you genuinely helped me. You made me feel like someone, something.

There has been a lot fo people tho, who would read the vents and be rlly nice to me and it felt rlly nice. But like, the community i made with my books has been the best thing that has ever happened to me because i met so mant amazing people and i finally had people who listened and were nice to me and supported me and my writing, and helped me. Like, you guys saved my life and everyone was always so supportive when i needed time or when i wasn't posting and it makes me so happy to know i actually like, meant something to people and i helped people and that Ive become something. People have told me "oh your books saved my life, you saved my life"And i just,,, 🙁🙁🙁. I actually helped people and i did something good. ☹️

Ive spent like my entire life hoping and waiting and wishing that i would be something good,, And i posted the first chapter of that book, and it got views and people loved it. So i started posting more and i gained people who enjoyed what i did and i became something. Idont even like care about the hundreds of reads; yes, it feels amazing to know that many people who read my work, but it feels 10x better knowing that i finally made it and i have people who support me and enjoy my stuff. Ihad fun, I laughed, I cried, but most importantly,, i had people.

You guys will never know how much you actually mean to me, every comment, ever read, every like, it means so much to me. You guys saved my life and i come to find out, ive saved some of your guy's lives as well. It doesn't feel like i actually did this, but i did. I did what little me always hoped for. You guys did this, you made me who i am and i cant thank you enough. All the support, the messages, comments, concerns, questions, everything. I never thought id meet so many amazing people until i met you guys and i finally felt seen, heard, i felt good.

Thank you all so much. For everything, i cant thank you guys enough.

(I sobbed while writinf this.)

Thank you cc, i was talking to them about this and found out they idolize/idolized me and i genuinely started crying.

You all mean so much to me, i dont know what else to say.

Thank you.

-Em

(Also chapter one is being refined thats why its gone... Also please please please check out cc's nevermore gc☹️
@_lili_nini_ )