Closing thoughts/notes

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Ok I know I said I would end this but crap I can't.I thought that I need to write about this first.So this is a chapter literally dedicated to my bantering and me telling a few things about myself.You can read it if you like, or skip it.I don't mind.Just know that you guys really helped me through this chapter of my life and I guess you can read on to know how.

So, first of all, *eats some cup noodles, thank you guys sooo much for 3k.When I wrote this,(as you might be able to tell from the author's Notes previously)graduation exams were on the horizon.I was really stressed out XD.I actually slit my wrist...(don't worry I alr talked about this with my parents)

Cause these graduation exams would literally determine which school I would go to and I really wanted to go to the school I want.Additionally, I hated my form class.Like, I thought they were a bunch of childish [insert swear word of your choice].I despised almost all of them and avoided them.The only class that I actually liked was Chinese class cause my classmates there were wonderful.(I was also not bad at it hehehehe TwT)

Like, even though I told myself that I didn't want to have friends, I still wanted friends!Like any other normal human being.Like, I had one really good friend?But it was only in Chinese class.I did not really like hanging out with my 'friends' in my form class.Like, they're nice but maybe a little bit possessive ngl.

Basically, I was a little bit despressed. *Laughs awkwardly.I would like stand by the window, block out all my classmates talking from my ears and sing depressing japanese songs. XD.

However, here is where u guys come in.Wattpad made me so much happier.Like, seeing the reads increase day by day...it just made me so happy that my first try at writing would be such a success.It just never occured to me that strangers in the internet would like to read my stories. Coming back from school and reading your wonderful comments, made me really happy.

I also started healing in band.Im in the school band and we were preparing for this big performance.I enjoyed every single practice and wanted to stay there longer.I thought I did horrible at the performance, but one of the judges, that was a master in the instrument I played, said I sounded really good at a certain part.That made me happy too.

The two main things that pulled me out of my depression I guess were you guys and band.So thank you guys so much.I received my results and got good grades.I got into my dream school!So thank you.Thank you to everyone that read this story.You don't know how much just leaving a vote, comment or even just reading my story helped me.So finally, I end this special chapter like how I always end my chapters.Thank you have have a good/night! ❤️ ✨


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