Dear Doctor, I Love You!

PART 26: Contentedness

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Kissing? No, I had never experienced a lips to lips kiss in my 25 years of life. The reason was crystal clear, I wanted P'Jack to be my first kiss but what I was thinking and what I was asking now had nothing to do with what I had imagined, for me to wish this person in front of me to be my first kiss, not the person I liked for more than 10 years.

"Can you...kiss me with your feelings?" I asked, continuing to decrease our distance.

Yin reached over to place his hand on the back of my neck and an inch left before our lips touched, he stopped, so was I. His eyes scanned my face, resting on my lips.

"Can I really kiss you?" He asked, his voice half a whisper.

If I didn't know any better, I would swear that he was almost trembling waiting for me to answer him. I know he didn't want me to regret this later but if he could read my mind, he would be surprised at how many times I thought to feel his lips against mine. How does it taste? Is it soft?

I looked at him, taking a deep breath and nodded. "Please..." I answered, almost inaudible and only then...

Finally...

I could feel it...His lips pressed against mine, softly, slowly. Yin really kissed me. My heart beat so fast, the only sound I could hear was that of my own heart pounding loudly in my ears like the insistent heavy drumming of rain beating upon a window pane.

His kiss was gentle. Oh God...his lips were like silk and honey as they brushed across mine, sending an electric shock through every nerve in my body. It was nothing like I imagined, it was far better.

He leaned himself into me with a small groan, it had depth and feeling. At this point, we really glued to each other as I tightened my legs around his waist and wrapped my arms on his neck.

There were no tongues involved but it was too good to be true. Perhaps because of my nervousness, I shut my eyes tightly. It was my first kiss, so I really didn't know how I should act or move my lips. In the end, I just stayed still until I suddenly didn't feel his lips on my again, making me slowly open my eyes and look at him with guilt.

Does he think...I really am not a good kisser?

━。゜✿ฺ✿ฺ゜。━

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"Why-why are you stopping?" War asked innocently, causing the heat on my cheeks to rise up and I swallowed my saliva roughly.

As the beating wings of a humming bird fluttered, my heart raced to the love of the person in front of me. Gently, I caressed his blush cheek and my thumb stroked his bottom lip until it slightly opened. I really want to taste it again. His lips were so soft and warm, making me start to get addicted to it.

"You're so cute when you're nervous," I uttered. I could see that his cheeks were getting redder, which caused my lips to slightly smile.

He bowed his head, avoiding my gaze. "I...don't know how to kiss. I'm sorry," he said adorably.

Smiling, with my palm still on his cheek, I made him lift his head and look at me. "Open your mouth for me."

"What do you umphhh-" A low groan erupted from deep in his chest as my tongue suddenly pushed into his mouth, absorbing how sweet he tasted, as my hands circled his waist to pull him even tightly. I could feel his fingers crawl in my hair, only encouraging me even more.

"Yinn umphhh..." He made a cute moan that only made me want to kiss him more and more. Oh God...this is how I've always imagined kissing him until I lost track of the amount of times my thoughts about it.