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"you're gonna kill yourself, tyler."
she's angry. their lips are in a straight line. i know she's pissed, because they love me.
"it felt nice."
i tell her.
"you're going to fucking kill yourself."
she's even angrier, they don't like my response.
"i know," i reply.
"and when i was picking you up... i found them."
fuck.
"oh."
"you shouldn't cut yourself."
"i know that."
i know that.
"how old are they?"
"a few weeks old."
i think.
"okay."
"okay."
"did he accept your apology?"
"no."
"are you going to tell him about hunter?"
"why should i?"
"it'll make everything make sense in his mind."
"i want everything to make sense in my mind first."
he shouldn't get peace if i can't even get any.
"okay."
"i don't know how to tell him."
"just.. in your own way.. tell him."
"i know i have to do it... i just."
"i know, babe."
"i just..."
"i know."
a/n: the next few chapters are gonna be a lot.
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anti-hero// joshler
Fanfictionit must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero - tw: sexual abuse/rape, domestic abuse, self harm, eating disorder, alcohol .read with caution. - completed 2023.
