I'm sorry (A James Hetfield story)

Sweet Home

I buried myself into Denise's wetness, I looked down at Denise and I saw pain... aw shit!

"Honey?, uh are you ok?" good god James, you fucked this one up!...

"Yeah, I just never had anything big inside of me before."  maybe I should stop.

"Do you want me to stop, because I can, if you want." and I will for her.

"No... keep going, I love the sight of a very hot handsome man on top of me, just making me feel good, but right now, it hurts, but I believe some where online, I saw that it stops hurting after a while, but the man has to take it easy the first few times, going in and out... or something." I couldn't help but smile down at her face, while talking, I grinned at Denise.

"Or something..." I laughed for a moment, I was still inside of Denise and laid on top of her, I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine, we both smiled, I put my hand in her hand and my other hand, I wrapped it around the back of her head to cradle it, I wanted Denise to feel comfort, knowing I was right here with her, getting to know every curve of her body...

"ready?" I whispered softly, Denise nodded yes, and I started up again, Denise closed her eyes, and I kissed her hand and whispered into Denise's ear, "it's okay honey, all most there... I just wanted to let you know that I care for you, and I want this to be enjoyable, for you and I..." 

"Yes.." I kept moving inside of her, I was feeling really good, and Denise was still getting used to me, being inside of her, I mumbled to myself, I was getting so hard, all of a sudden, Denise reached down and squeezed my ass, oh... guess she is feeling so hot right now...

"Better baby?" I whispered, Denise let out a loud moan, oh my god... that just got me even more horny... I love that I made Denise moan like that... she seems like she is getting hotter for me...

"Oh James!... yes!" Denise rolled her eyes around and I bent down more and kissed her neck all over, good god man, she's hot for you, ha-ha... maybe I should... uh get Denise to lift her legs, so I can get in deeper... or not!... all of sudden Denise opened her eyes and we were both looking into each other's eyes, I couldn't help but smile, and Denise returned the smile.

"I love you..." wait, what man, you already love her, what will she say about that, and I barely know this poor woman, wait... she likes my music, and she has similar taste as I do.

"I love you too..." aw... wait, she loves me too?... ha-ha.

"Diamond Head after?" Still love that band, to this day.

"Sure... Sucking My Love is a favorite of mine and I like your cover of that song." so she's more than a fan of mine and the band's, very interesting and very cool!...

"Cool... as soon as I..." oh god, I'm about to lose it, I drove into her hard, without saying anything, Denise lifted her legs up and I was able to drive into her body harder and faster, Denise reached up and touched my forearm, since we were at different heights, it didn't bother me...

"Harder!" Denise yelled at me, good god okay woman, jeez.

"You know, after all this, you can tell your friends that James Hetfield made you lose your virginity, I know most of you women talk about your first times." well I did... ha-ha.

"Aw hell no, I'll never tell anyone about this, it's none of their dam business, besides, whatever happens in this bedroom, stays in the bedroom, oh James... faster!" see I knew this woman was cool and she gets me, hell I still say I should have met her years ago, but if she was not any younger than my kids, then it would of been too weird, but the age thing is fine, I'm not too worried about the kids, they should be okay with it. 

"Yeah, whatever happends in this bedroom, stays in the bedroom, no need for anyone to find out about this, but is it okay if I tell Lars?" Hopefully Denise will be okay with that.

"Absolutely not!" Okay, no need to yell baby, just a question.

"Okay, I'm sorry." I bent down slowly and kissed Denise's lips, we got into it more passionately and I came within a few minutes, it felt good, I know Denise felt good too, because although, she didn't climax, she came another way and I helped her, after that was over with, we snuggled for an hour, I just realized it was about 2 in the afternoon, and I had band practice at Lars's house, I just realized that Denise fell asleep in my arms too, I quietly got off the bed and took a quick shower, I didn't have any extra clothes, so I just put the ones I had, back on, I know gross, but what are you going to do... I seemed to find everything without Denise's help, it wasn't that hard to find anything, it was a somewhat small bathroom, but I managed okay... I walked into her bedroom again and Denise was still sleeping, I guess all that lovemaking made her tired, aw...

"Honey..." I walked over to see Denise and sat down on the bed quietly, I bent down to kiss her lips, Denise woke up slowly and I smiled when she opened her eyes, Denise returned the smile, she sat up in bed, I guess she was still naked, but I didn't care, if she was naked or not, Denise was beautiful to me, I didn't have a comb or anything but I did have something I could use in my car, we talked for a little bit, while Denise was talking to me about what her favorite song off the Justice album was, I took her hand in mine and bought it up to my mouth and kissed it.

"oh shit, I need to go, it's almost 4..." I got off the bed and Denise took my hand in hers, Denise got off the bed and rose onto her tippy toes, and gave me a passionate kiss.

"Can I go with you?" um I wasn't planning on it... okay if you want to, sure. :) 

"Sure, but can you be ready in 15 minutes?" hopefully she can be.

"Yes, I'll change quickly, I don't wear make-up, I'll pick out simple clothes..." Denise hopped out of bed, grabbed jeans and a t shirt, socks and underwear, I sat down on her bed, to wait... within 10 minutes, the bathroom door swung open fast, holy shit!... ha-ha... Denise wore a plain Metallica t shirt and black jeans, with tennis shoes and Denise grabbed a hoddie...

"Wow, that was quick." I was just being honest with Denise, she smiled at me, she brushed her hair, which took not even a minute and pulled it back into a smile ponytail... uh not that it matters to me, but Denise looks like a tomboy, which is fine, but to some, they might make fun of her or something, that's okay, because I'll just have to kick their asses to the curve!...

"ready?" Denise turned to look at me, she grabbed her purse and keys, I guess we are taking my car, good because I want to play some Diamond Head... :)

"You look great." Denise made sure everything was turned off and unplugged, then we headed outside, Denise locked the door and I ran over to my black Dodge Charger, to unlock it, I made sure I had my keys and walet, way before we headed outside to leave for Lars's house...

"Thanks..." Denise walked over to my car, first she stepped back to exam the car, from top to bottom, that's a first any woman has done that, she must be into cars, more than me..."

"You're welcome, let me open the door for you." As I should do, Denise got into the car, and I ran around the car to get in, Denise just sat there quietly and wait for me to get in the car... I took  a Diamond Head cd out of it's case and popped it in the player... oh god it's loud!

"I'm sorry it's loud, I can turn it down." Her poor ears, I can see why my dad wasn't a fan of the music I was playing or listening to, but my mom loved the music, all kinds. :)

"Okay." Denise wasn't too bothered by it, but she smiled at me, I returned the smile, I didn't need gas, so I calulated in my head that it was only going to take... an hour to get to Lars's house, oh no no, it was going to take more than an hour, I forgot I was still in Colorado and Lars was in Los Angeles... what an ass I am!... by then, it would be about 6 at night and we will just make it...

"Feel like speeding?" I put my sunglasses on, smiled and looked at Denise.

"Whatever you need to do." Denise was speechless at that point, so I turned over the engine and revved it loud... good I love that sound!... I think I gunned it because I felt all the g force go into my eyes, and I think Denise as about to get sick, luckily, she did not... after being on the highway, Judas Priest comes on my radio, Turbo Lover, great solo by the way... after we got into Nevada, I stopped to a McDonalds and got burgers and cokes, then on the road again... Willy Nelson!... ha-ha... after speeding more, I got Denise and I to Lars's house an hour and a half, in one piece.