I'm sorry (A James Hetfield story)

Hear Me

"Hey, look what's on the ceiling, ha-ha!" Denise laughed a little bit was not amused, as I was.

"Just so, I can watch you go inside of me hard, and well..." Hell yeah!

"Yeah baby! Oh, come on, it's for laughs, we both aren't 20 something year olds, we are older, oh my God, makes me think of what my kids are doing." Wow, facepalm moment here!

"James! This is me, I'm not your kid, I'm your damn wife!" Well, yes honey I know.

"Well obviously, I know honey, why don't we take a nice warm bath?" Maybe that will make Denise feel better, I feel bad I was laughing, but I see the humor in things.

"I thought you wanted sex?" I do, but let's make it romantic.

"Yeah true, wait, you think I wanted sex? uh no, ha-ha, this is supposed to be romantic." Okay.

"Well don't all guys want sex?" Not every guy, like come on.

"Not all the time, when I'm in the mood, and if you aren't then, I will respect that, and if we are both in the mood, then well, we could make love, I call it that from now on." Denise smiled.

"Okay, bath it is." Good, so Denise and I gathered our towels and robes, we went into the bathroom, I drew the water to the tempature we wanted it to be, then we got in the tub.

"See, isn't this nice?" Denise nodded and we passionately kiss for a few minutes, I honestly wanted to make love, but if it doesn't happen tonight, then another night will do.

"I was thinking, maybe after, you can rub my back?" Sure baby.

"Yeah I can do that for you." I smiled at Denise, we got close in the water, Denise leaned her backside on my chest and she was in between my legs, and my dick was resting on her back.

"James, what do you think our kids would be like?" Whatever they want to be.

"Whatever they want to be, if they want to me musicians, let them, if they want to be baseball players, football players, skate, race, even be a doctor, whatever, it's fine with me, as long as they have good morals and be kind to others." I am being honest and truthful.

"I had that idea as well, and James?" Yes dear, anything, just say it.

"Yes, my dear." I kissed Denise's back and licked her shoulder.

"Do that again, whatever you did." What? ha-ha.

"What?" I leaned forward and licked her shoulder again.

"That, uh feels nice." Wow, okay ha-ha.

"Wow, that was a first." Damn she' s making me hard.

"James?" Yes honey? Talk to me.

"I'm in the mood now." oh good!

"Okay, let's get out of the tub." I moved in the tub.

"But we just got in here." oh okay.

"But the bed is better." Come on.

"True, the water just feels so relaxing.

"I know, I can make you feel relaxed even more." I can!

"Okay." So, we drained the water, put our robes on and walked to the bed, we didn't bother to drain off, so we were still wet, but we didn't care too much, I started to undo both of the robes.

"Ready for me baby?" I know I am ha-ha.

"Yes, James?" Yes dear, anything you want, I'll give it to you.

"Yes baby?" I looked into Denise's eyes, and we smiled.

"Make love with me?" Both of our robes fell to the ground, at this point, I didn't care if the room was on fire, I was going to make love with Denise, I fixed the sheets and the pillows, then we got on the bed together, for some odd reason, this was getting awkward for us, but why? A piece of paper says that we are husband and wife, shouldn't matter, what we do after that, maybe because each time, we make love, it feels like the first time, eh true I guess, Denise and I faced each other, I guess I was going to be the one to make the first move, so I ran my hand from Denise's neck, down her arm, to her legs, and up again, Denise was cold, I guess, so I put a sheet over us, I was pretty much okay but I was more concerned about Denise, I leaned in and we kissed, it felt great, we both moved closer to each other, and Denise put her hand on my chest.

"That feels nice." I looked down at Denise's hand and I took it, kissed it and moaned loud.

"Moaning already?" Well yeah, you drive me insane, with your hot body.

"Yeah, touch me please." Well, I'm glad I asked, because she did.

"So hard, have you been like this all day?" Yeah ha-ha.

"Yeah." Denise felt sympathy for me, I kissed her cheek.

"I love you." I was breathing hard, knowing Denise was making me feel good.

"I love you too." Denise looked into my eyes, I twitched for a moment, oh my God! that didn't take long as all, it felt good, like only took under a minute or so. Denise and I rolled on our backs, poked fun at the ceiling and laughed about Lars and Kirk, I told her that they probably have some weird love fest or something, Denise couldn't hold back her laughter, same with me.

"You know what I regret the most in the mid 90's?" Denise rolled her eyes.

"Tell me." Cutting my long ass hair, those two morons convinced me to cut it.

"Cutting my hair short." Like really, I liked it long.

"Yeah, I never got, why you cut your hair." Yeah, me too.

"Yeah, so now you know, I love Lars and the others, they are too goofy for me." Honestly.

"I always thought your hair was the sexiest thing about you, and well, your chest and ass." Well hello! I bet Denise didn't even think to say that, it just came out, ha-ha.

"Oh really?" I turned to look at Denise, she blushed instantly.

"What? You have a nice ass, and well I will stop there!" Denise started laughing loud.

"You have a nice ass too and rack." Ha-ha, I rolled on top of Denise and we both giggled.