Who's The One | (ABO) BTS Jin ✓

1. The Catastrophe

Seokjin's P.O.V.

Am I still alive?! Is this even real?? I don't think I'm still breathing since the moment I saw the result in front of me.

I couldn't be pregnant. No, there's just no way!

As I took the test kit and tossed it into the trash bin, I can't help but cry. I feel so helpless. What should I do?!

First of all, my parents have already disowned me. I used to be a favorite in the family as I've been doing well since middle school. My grades were outstanding and I was even second in rank amongst our class.

But since we took the personality and ranking test in our last year in highschool, they became too disappointed of me.

I came out as a dominant Omega from the test. Seriously, not just an Omega - but a dominant one. I could've just been a recessive Omega - one that has the lesser pheromones, one that can't easily induce heat, and one that can survive even without an Alpha helping him.. thus, one that has lesser chances of getting pregnant.

But how lucky can I get?!

And so my parents stopped supporting me. They said it'll be just a waste since I would be dependent on an Alpha in the future anyways. They said I should work for my own tuition fees if I want to go to a college university.

So I left our home in Busan and moved to Seoul, just like most of my highschool friends did.

Well, speaking of friends, I also lost them. Not really 'lost'.. but they started to leave me out of our group when they learned that I am an Omega. All of them were Alphas, as expected by our whole batch.

I, too, was expected to become an Alpha - that's why I started hanging out with them. Because my father is an Alpha and my mother is a Beta. But I don't know what happened to me. The school said it happens a lot of times, not just in my case. Sometimes, I even think I'm just adopted - it was so easy for them to turn their backs on me, so maybe that explains why.

Since I came of age, I've been having a hard time when my heat cycles started to come. Despite all of the suppressants I take or even monthly shots, if I get Alpha pheromones around me that are difficult to reject, I instantly submit my body to craving for sex.

At first, I would just use toys to satisfy myself. But as I grew older, my desires became deeper. I really longed for an Alpha's scent. I needed it, my body needed it so badly.

After college, when I started to earn extra money, I would go to clubs. There was this one where most single Omegas and Alphas would hang out. I tried to meet some decent Alphas there, but none of them stayed with me for too long. Maybe they were just really after one-night stands.

I was hoping to find an Alpha for me, but I guess most Alphas wouldn't want to seriously date a dominant Omega with no impressive job and no good family background at all.

As if this life I'm living wasn't miserable enough, here I am.. pregnant.

Pregnant without an Alpha.

How did this even happen?! What should I even do??

"Sunbae?! Are you there?! It's already lunch time, shall we go?!"

All I could do was let out a deep sigh as I heard someone at the door. That must be my junior, Soobin.

I quickly wiped my tears before I head out of the bathroom. I can't stay here and hide forever anyways.

Life goes on, as they say.

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"Sunbae, why aren't you eating?! It looks like you're losing weight. Are you doing okay?" Soobin asked me.

"I'm fine. I just can't seem to swallow this dish."

"Oh. Would you like to try mine? Why did you get that if you don't like it?"

"It looked delicious earlier. But when I look at it now, I don't think I can eat it."

Soobin looked at me as if I'm the weirdest person. Well, I can't blame him. I think I am weird too.

This is the reason why my suspicions arise, hence, I took the pregnancy test.

My food cravings have become so frequent, and the foods I don't usually eat, I suddenly want to find them and eat them right away. I have also been having morning sickness lately. So I already knew-- I might be pregnant.

"Sunbae-- are you perhaps pregnant?!"

My eyes widened at what Soobin asked, "Sshhh! Quiet!! How can you ask that so boldly??"

"Uhm- sorry, Jin-sunbae. I just noticed the change in your appetite lately. So... based on your reaction, I guess you are?!"

Soobin catches on so quickly. He's five years younger than me, but he seems to know more than I do.

I cleared my throat and glanced at the plate in front of me before I spoke, "Y-yeah, yes I am."

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Soobin and I went to the rooftop after our meal. It's much quieter here, though this is really a place for employees to smoke. We went to our usual spot before we started talking.

"Why aren't you smoking?!" I asked him.

"Because sunbae is pregnant. It'll be bad for you and your baby. You should stop smoking too."

"Yeah, I have stopped since the time I suspected that I am pregnant."

"How far along are you, sunbae?"

"I don't know yet. I haven't visited the doctor as I have just confirmed thru a test kit."

"Uhm- please don't get me wrong, sunbae. But-- may I ask who's the father?! You don't have an Alpha, do you? And you're not dating anyone lately, right?"

My forehead started to sweat upon hearing Soobin's question. I wish I could answer that easily. But it's just too difficult. Because..

"I-- I don't know who the father is.."

"What- sunbae! Why don't you know?! Have you been going on one-night stands?!"

The perplexed look on Soobin's face made me more anxious. It seems that he would lose his respect on me when I answer more of his questions. He's been looking up to me since the day he entered our department. Now, I bet he's disappointed in me too.

I slowly shook my head and let out a sad sigh, "No, I don't go on one-night stands."

"Then howcome you have no idea as to who the father is?!"

Because I really don't know. Ugh!! How can I even make him believe that I don't really know?!

More like, I don't remember..

"Uhm- the thing is, I can't remember what happened. Though I have a prospect as to who it could possibly be. But-- there's actually six of them."

"S-six??!!"

"Yes, six Alphas. The father might be amongst them.. But-- I don't know who's the one.."

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