Who's The One | (ABO) BTS Jin ✓

6. All of my Firsts

Seokjin's P.O.V.

After I removed my jacket and shoes by the door, I closed my eyes and let out the deepest sigh I could. It was such a tiring day, moreover - I finally concluded on who's the possible father to my child.

It could be Taehyung.

But why does it feel different?! I don't feel anything at all - or rather, I can't understand what I'm feeling.

Tae is a really good Alpha- he's been kind to me ever since. I just-- I don't know what to think. I still have too many questions.

If it was him- why did he leave me that morning?! He seemed to have run away from what happened. Was he ashamed of sleeping with me?! Then would he deny if I ask him about it? I don't know what to think at this point, nor what I'll do after I get an answer from him.

But I wouldn't know if I won't ask him. So there is no other way-- I need to face him soon.

I walked to my shelf and opened my drawer to find the calling card he handed me that night. I stared at it for a while and battled with my mind if I should call him, text him, or just pay him a visit straight away.

I put it back down as I can't do this today no more. Maybe tomorrow, or after tomorrow?! I don't know, just not today as I am beyond tired.

As I pushed the calling card further to the corner, I saw a box I've been keeping for years now. Just the sight of it made me instantly smile. So I took it and opened it at once.

I took out the photos inside-- these are the only selfies I had with Kookie from high school. Those days when we were not aware of our ranks yet. Those days when we both thought I was an Alpha..

And so he loved me.

My smile suddenly turned into tears. I-- I just miss us so much. I wish I could freeze the time back then-- up to the day when our rank results came out. Then maybe-- just maybe.. I can still cherish the time when we're still together.

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Authornim's P.O.V.

Flashback.

"Shouldn't we m-maybe.. just wait until we come of age?!" Jin asked nervously while Jungkook was slowly unbuttoning his pants. "You know-- when our first ruts come?"

Jungkook stopped at what he was doing, then he looked at Jin intently.

"It'll be difficult if we wait until our ruts and we don't know how to do it yet. I have condoms here-- please tell me what you're worried about.."

Jin just bit his bottom lip as he stared back at Jungkook, unsure of what to say.

It was both their first times - therefore, it's making Jin nervous. Moreover, they did not plan this at all. It was just the heat of the moment.

Jungkook then sighed and said, "O-okay. I'm sorry, Jinnie. I was losing my mind, you just smell so good that I can't resist it anymore." He then buttoned back Jin's uniform, as well as his.

The two were in Jungkook's room - they were supposed to be studying together for an exam. But since Jungkook's parents were away, he was tempted to just do what he wanted with Jin.

Jin pouted as he thought deep, then he asked, "K-kookie?! Will you not want me anymore if I don't do it with you?"

Jungkook smiled, then he kissed Jin's pout gently, "Don't pout like that, especially in front of our other friends, okay?! And no, of course not. I still love you even if we wait a bit more. It's okay. Once our ranking comes out, we can finally tell our parents and our friends that we are together."