Who's The One | (ABO) BTS Jin ✓

12. Ideal Alpha

Author-nim's P.O.V.

It was just another ordinary day in the office for Jin, he thought - but who knows, as the past few days were never ordinary for him.

Jin just liked being invisible in the office. He's not someone who likes to be in the spotlight - but since some Alphas around him noticed that he's already pregnant, and that he doesn't have an Alpha at all- he is now becoming the talk of almost the whole department.

During lunch, Jin couldn't eat at all - feeling anxious about the murmuring around him. Soobin knew exactly how he was feeling as he's been close to his sunbae for years now. So he asked Jin to go to the rooftop instead.

"Sunbae, I brought a triangle kimbap, here.. you have to eat something."

"Thanks, Soobin." Jin smiled and took the food from him. While he opens it, he spoke, "You've been taking care of me. I really appreciate it."

"I'm just worried about you. It looks to me that you are losing a lot of weight. It might be from stress? Don't listen to those gossips! They're just jealous because you're still the prettiest here even if you're already pregnant."

Jin laughed a bit. Then he said, "Well, it's hard not to mind them. I don't know, it's adding to my anxiety. It's also been difficult that I suddenly stopped smoking." Jin sighed, "I used to be a non-smoker and I was okay. But now that I learned it then I stopped suddenly, I'm feeling different. I'm just trying my best to divert myself to other things - but I just can't seem to eat a lot."

"You should get yourself checked up by an OB-gyne, sunbae. You and the baby need extra nutrition, maybe vitamins. Or maybe you really need an Alpha while being pregnant. It'll take away your strength if you don't have an Alpha with you, right?!"

"I will do that soon - I think I can finally go to a doctor as I've already decided on what to do.. now that I found the one." Jin said softly while eating his kimbap.

"W-what?! Really, you found which Alpha is the father?!

"Yes. And I will keep the baby." Jin smiled, his cheeks full of food while chewing. "I realized I don't want to be a parent who abandons his child. And I'd like to believe he or she can give me the happiness I've been seeking for a long time now.

Also, the father asked me to continue with the pregnancy. I realized I was being selfish - I should've thought of what he would feel if I get an abortion. When he said he wanted to meet his child, I suddenly felt so bad that I even thought of getting rid of this baby."

Soobin smiled, "That's really good to know, sunbae! I'm really happy that you finally figured out who it was. Which Alpha was it?"

"It's Taehyung."

"Woah! Isn't he the most gentleman of them all, you said? Wow-- I hope the three of you can be a real family too. What do you think?" Soobin said with a happy smile.

But Jin bit his bottom lip and looked down, "I'm not sure. Though he said he liked me before, I don't know if it's still the same. He's a really nice Alpha, and I don't want to force him into something he didn't even expect.

Besides, after everything I've been thru in relationships with Alphas-- I don't know if I can still fully trust anyone to be true and serious with me. It just always seems that I only draw Alphas into me because of my scent. But never because of who I really am.."

"That is not true, sunbae! You are a very lovely Omega- inside and out. You are kind, caring, supportive and really fun to be with. Maybe you just haven't found the one who could see right thru the real Omega in you.

Who knows-- maybe this time, this Alpha will be different. If you said that he's really a kind and responsible one, then he is such an ideal Alpha, right? So I hope you give yourself a chance again. You deserve to be happy, sunbae."