. Trapped Love .

. 20: Outside: Scott .

Holy, holy, holy, holy.

Have you guys heard when Rats is ending!?!?!

It's so soon like-

I don't know what I'm gonna do!

HAS ANYONE KNOWN THIS!?

Please I need to know I'm not insane-

If you know can you say in comments or something????

I need to know I'm not insane.

Ok- ok. Let's just- calm down. PhajahjahjajshhajanH.

There.

Ok, I'll move on now!

More trauma and confusion for the head farmer, garden and chef rat!
( I really don't know how many titles Scott can have! Who knows, maybe he'll even take the maids role. I have no clue. Maybe he'll take the mothers role XD imagine that thoughhhh- M O T H E R  S C O T T. How many titles will Scott hold! Probably all. I don't know anymore. )

On we go!-

Normal day I guess, I woke up, did my things, and stuff. Except some, I haven't eaten anything, I have drank some water occasionally, but I think that Tubbo has caught on. Which isn't good, actually, it's never good! If anyone seen me crack at all- I'd be done for! In- many ways. Many, many ways. Like, I can't explain it's how many ways. I think it's understandable in what I mean... I'll stop now, before I have a seizure. Oh yeah! My casts off now... forgot about that, hehe- it's been a month or two, I don't know. Tubbo's- disappeared, somewhere. We do have Krow back from that portal thing Sneeg came from. Why does that name seem so familiar!? Its at the tip of my tongue but I just can't get it... it's confusing, the star he gave me is confusing. I know it's important but... once again, I can't get it! It's just confusing. Really, really confusing. But, ever since I've had the star thing, I have had a minor difference in my appearance, it's small, some of my hair has gone, purple. It's small and only at the tips of my hair, it looks like a galaxy, I can't lie. But, I could be hallucinating, I don't know at this point. I feel like I'm going insane! IM PROBABLY GOING INSANE! But I don't know, I don't really ever know. Do I need therapy? Yeah probably. Will I take it? No. Am I going insane? Probably. Will I accept any of that? No. Anyways, I should probably get some air. I'll sneak out, for no particular reason, I'll just sneak out. Yeah I'll sneak out.

I exited my home, trying to avoid every Rat I see, it is literally night so I don't know why everyone's up. I made it to the broken window and climbed out. Jumping down into the snow, the familiar crunch of it echoed to my ears, again, something about the cold snow and ice is familiar. But I won't get into that. I climbed down the nearby tree and entered the garden. I went over that fence and began exploring. I let myself wander, traversing the land, I don't know where I'm going, but I'm going somewhere. I made sure to internally note every turn I take. And soon, I found myself atop a hill. It was quite big, but not to big. I sat on it gazing at the stars and moon above. Until I found myself pondering about what Bek said awhile ago... about, me and Owen... it does seem that we do, like each other. Now to think of it... do I like Owen? I- I erm- I think I do... I pondered more and more. Piecing together things. And I got my answer. Yes,yes I believe I do like Owen, but. No, I can't, I can't like Owen! He's only a friend. But honestly I have no clue. Right? I jumped as I heard something ding. I looked down, it was just the communicator, I checked it, a new message was there.

'Soupforeloise: Scott where the hell are you?'
'Smajor1995: I'm outside on a walk, why?'
'Soupforeloise: Get back here right this instant.'

Oh no, oh no oh no oh no oh no- have they found out?! Oh gods- what will they think!? Oh no... please no.