TWENTY-SIX - What A Nightmare

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"Piece of shit! PIECE OF SHIT!"

He shouted, with his eyes looking straight at me.

"You ruined everything!"

He added, banging the wall repeatedly.

"You are truly a misery, pain and disgust all rolled into one! A complete definition of disappointment!"

He was yelling while pointing his finger at me.

What have I done, Yoongi?

What have I done to you this time?

... are the words I wanted to say but I couldn't even utter a single syllable.

"You are that angry?" is all I managed to ask.

"I am! Shall I give you an award for always doing that?!" he snapped.

"I'm sorry," I replied eventhough I don't know what I am sorry for.

"Sorry? Do you think your sorry will fix everything?"

"You said I'm a disappointment..."

"Oh, don't change the conversation! Stop the drama as well. You're not striving for FAMAS Best Actress right?"

"You clearly know that I am striving for being a scriptwriter, not actress," I mocked. "Or maybe you don't know?"

Silence fell between us.

"You don't realize what you have done, don't you?" he asked calmly.

"I did. I disappointed you without knowing the reason how, and that I am such a disappointment is what I have heard from you. Thanks for always saying and proving that."

"Shin-ah!"

"It came straight from your fucking mouth that I am. I am just repeating it to you. Do you find it taunting? Huh? Do you? Because the fact that you see me as disappointment makes me realize that I am nothing to you. That whatever I do best, you will always spot for the worst parts."

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