The Dreamer

SIXTEEN - Mutual Feelings

Lunch time.

I want to ask Chanyeol to buy me a food but he is busy doing his assignment.

"Ya, won't you eat?" I asked him.

"Later, Hyung. I need to finish this."

"Finish that later. I need to eat."

"What?"

"I mean, you need to eat."

"I grabbed a heavy breakfast awhile ago so I am not that hungry yet," he answered. "Go to the cafeteria, Hyung. I'll eat lunch after you."

Ah, really. This is useless.

I went to the cafeteria instead to eat my lunch when I saw Shin at the end of the line.

With that gruesome guy named, Luhan.

Shin looked at me like she wants to ask something but I ignored her. Like, seriously? What she wants to ask that she even came to the office? Why not ask her boyfriend anyway?

So there, I ordered lamb skewers and calamansi juice. No rice. I need to diet. I really have a big body frame, so I need to diet.

Upon looking for a vacant place, Shin stepped in front of me. I tried to close my eyes for a second but then she stepped nearer. I tried to open my eyes and when I looked at her, I saw myself.

"What are you doing?" I asked, pretending that I am annoyed.

"Can we eat together?"

"No."

"Why?"

"Just because."

"Just because?"

"I hate you."

"I hate you more."

She replied and walked away. Sometimes, I don't understand her. She has moodswings. She would approach me that nicely then after eleven seconds, she would tell me she hates me more?

Like, really Shin? The feeling is mutual?

So there, she ate her lunch with that guy, Luhan, and left me alone just because I told her I hate her. I looked at them and she looks happy talking to him.

No. I ain't jealous since I have no right in the first place.

No. I ain't feeling terrible since I already pushed her away a long time ago.

No. Don't worry about me.

I'm fine.

Save me.