"What do you want?" I crossed my arms." he looked at me with one of those looks that make you feel violated.
He bent down to meet my height before whispering, "you."
the words left his lips without any form of hesitation.
And just like his words...
I pushed off the ground, panting; I was sweaty and the hottest I had ever been. "Yes, just like that, go higher." Billy's voice rang in my ear. I looked up at him, sweat beading on his forehead, his eyes a deep shade of blue; he licked his lips, and a small smile played on the edge of his mouth. God, he was enjoying seeing me like this. "I don't think I handle this anymore." I gasped, and he grazed his hand across my cheek "you're almost there." I nodded; somehow, his words were reassuring "Am I doing this right?" I shifted "mhmm." He hummed in response.
Just then, I collapsed, feeling my body shudder; not being able to hold on any longer, I came crashing down, panting, my eyes rolling back that was intense.
"Very nice, that was a full 60 seconds." Billy pushes the timer off. I panted, trying to catch my breath as I lay flat on his living room floor. "Next time, we are adding 15 seconds to your plank time," Billy said, handing me the water bottle. "I groaned, sitting up and grabbing the bottle from him. "When I asked you to help me get in shape, I didn't mean for you to torture me like this." I messaged my arms; they were so sore from holding up my body for so long.
I wasn't the fittest person in the world, and I wasn't healthy. I always admired those girls who always looked effortlessly beautiful and refreshing. I wanted my dream summer body where I was healthy and had abs. So when I asked Billy to train me, he told me two things, "Kai, your body is beautiful just the way it is." And two, "I won't go easy on you." I didn't realize at the time he was being dead serious.
"I told you it won't be easy." He helped me up. "But I have been going at this for a week, and I don't have supermodel abs yet." I poked at his stomach. He put his hand on my cheeks and pecked my nose "that doesn't happen in a week; remember, we talked about staying consistent." I pouted. I knew that, but suddenly I couldn't remember why I even wanted to do this.
"I just wish this was more fun. Can't you make it more fun?" I asked, putting my arms around his waist. "Hmmm, let me think." He put his arms around my neck. "Oh, I have an idea, how you can lose a lot of calories and have fun." I frowned "really, you're gonna make working out fun, how?" He smirked, one of those smirks that send goosebumps down your entire body. "Do you trust me? It will be fun but vigorous, and you might need to do it a few times."
He pulled me away from him and sat on the couch. "What do you, um, want me to do?" My throat felt dry, like I chugged a glass of sand. He motioned me to come with his index finger. When I was closer, he pulled me onto his lap, my legs on either side of him. He didn't say anything. He just looked; I felt like I was on fire, my entire body burning from just being on him. "Have I told you your body is amazing, he ran his hands down my curves. I nodded, and he pulled me closer "then why are you trying to change? You don't need to look like a supermodel when you're already perfect."
That made me smile "it's not even that I just wanna change my diet." He smiled "good; we will eat salads instead of pizza then." I loved the way he said us; everything was we now. He had included me in everything he was doing; it was not like we didn't have time for ourselves because he respected alone time, by things were different from last time. We went on dates and hung out, talking a lot of talking, and we didn't have the pressure of what others would think of our union.
However, as I sat on his lap in a very compromising position, all I could think about was how this was the first time since I forgave him that we were getting intimate. And in a way, this time, it felt different. I know it sounds cheesy, but my heart finally felt at ease. I knew he wasn't going to leave, I had no guarantee, but I knew, somehow, I knew.
He came up closer until his breath hit my lips. His eyes stayed focused on my lips and mine on his. His hand was firmly placed on my back, and neither dared to make the first more. He reached out and brushed his lip against mine, making me instinctively try to connect our lips, but he just pulled away and let out a soft laugh, "so needy." I scoffed, feeling a sudden boost of confidence out of where... I still don't know where it came from. I pushed his shoulders until he was leaning back on the couch, he was taken aback by my sudden action, but the look in his eyes told me he was intrigued. I pulled his hands away from my back and placed them on my butt. He shifted below me. "So needy." I mocked, and this time he scoffed, "well, my hands are on your ass." He tried pushing back up, but I only pushed him back down.
"No moving," I smirked, and he raised a brow but gave in rather quickly. Frankly, I had no clue what I was doing; I had never taken the lead with a guy before. All my knowledge comes from either erotica or things I heard from Nancy, which wasn't a lot. I slowly began to move; at first, I wasn't really sure what I was doing with my hips, and it felt weird, but maybe Billy picked up on it, even though I prayed he didn't. Still, he began pushing my hips almost in a rhythm, so I started to move my hips how as he was guiding them, and before I knew it, I was grinding on him. He threw his head back, and I loved how his Adam's apple bobbed as he swallowed. I leaned in and started to kiss his neck, nibbling and licking "fuck." He grunted he pushed me further down onto him.
The stratification in his voice gave me enough motivation to keep going. I tugged on the hair on the nape of his neck, making him turn the way I wanted, all while keeping my hips at a steady pace. "Kai." He whispered, "mhmm." I hummed back, trailing my kisses to his jaw until I finally got to his lips; he was panting, and his eyes were dark with lust. He opened his mouth to speak, but before he could, I kissed him; first, it was soft, and then it was rough. I placed my hand on his cheek and squeezed, so his lips puckered. I could feel his desperation from underneath me, causing me to moan into his mouth. Our kiss was filled with passion, and when I pulled away, his back arched off the sofa. I pushed him back with my hand on his chest; I leaned back in and took his bottom lip between my teeth; he moaned when I slightly bit down on it. I pulled him back in. I felt in charge and sexy; Billy made me feel sexy. I pulled away only to kiss his neck again, leaving marks on his smooth skin.
"I need you." He panted, "what do you say?" I locked eyes with him, I could see confusion flash in his eyes, but he quickly caught on. "I need you, please," I smirked. "Only if you keep your hands to yourself." He quickly nodded and picked me up from the couch, my legs wrapped around his hip, and he rushed up the stairs. "Your gonna be the death of me, Kai Nadir."
Hi! So this was so hard to write. I'm probably the worst smut writer ever; eventually, I gave up and let my friend help me @evelovekxkxkx_k. Thank you to everyone who has been so patient; your support means the world.
P.S if you're not comfy with reading smut, you can skip this chapter; no actual main plot line is mentioned here.
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