Desire of Love | Soap x Fem reader

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TW: Death 

"Gone from our sight, but never from our hearts."

"Ah fuck" The rasp in your voice makes you cough up, eyes trying to adapt to the light. You looked around trying to see where you are and if you can find any of the boys nearby. 

"Hello?" A shuffling in the room next to you was heard a woman in her 40s walk out smiling at you. "You're awake thank goddess" Her hands placed on your arms made you shiver her skin was ice cold. "What happened?" Sadness spreading in her expression. "You got shot during the Jailbreak, horrible scenery. Your Boyfriend was all over the place emotionally." Eyebrows furrowed you looked at her. "My Boyfriend?" A burning sensation creeped up on your cheeks. "Oh ... ohh no he is not my boyfriend" The smile on her face returned warm and slightly amused. "I apologize for assuming" her accent was thick spreading more warmth around you. "They should be back soon rest well.

You did as she asked leaning further back on the bed provided for you. It was warm and smelled good. It smelled like Johnny. Just then you noticed that you were wearing a grey shirt, it was definitely his the smell gave it away immediately. Your Boyfriend. The womens words replaying in your head. It would be nice to call him your boyfriend. The door to the Safehouse opened. "Is she awake?" It was Johnny a few more words have been exchanged before the door to the room you're in opened and he smiled at you. "Hey angel" His voice soft as he made his way over to you and hugged you tight. Goosebumps prominent on your skin you hugged him back hoping he wouldn't notice the way your heart almost jumped out of your chest. "You won't believe me when I told ya how happy I am that you're well" His whispered, pulling you closer to him. "Thank you for saving me Johnny" He started smiling not saying another word as his lips laid down on yours kissing you soft scared that he might hurt you any further. your lips started moving on their own. 

The kiss continued to be soft his warm hands each on the side of your face making sure you stay close to him. Butterflies prominent in your stomach as his lips continued to steal your breath. He pulled away slightly after a while his breath hitting heavy against your lips. 

"I love you" Words spoken soft scared they could ruin the moment you two shared. Before an answer could make its way out of you Simon walked in.  "Johnny making out with a higher up?" amusement in his voice. "If you like lieutenants that much Soap you could have just started with me all these years ago." Soap turned around. "You are a very funny guy Simon. What can I help you with?" Arms crossed in front of his eyes Simon started making his way over to you. "Just checking up on her" One of his hands grabbed a piece of fabric and pulled it out of his pocket. He looked at it before handing it to you. "I think you would like this y/n" Eyes scanning the mask handed to you. You noticed that it had the same design like Simons mask. "Price took back the HQ earlier its your choice if you're in or not" Two pairs of eyes laid on you both waiting for you to answer. "What are we called?" Johnny smiled. He didn't doubt that you would join, just something in him screamed to be careful. "Ghost Team, good to have you with us L.T" Simon spoke again. Finding the right words before Johnny could even think of some. 

The fabric slid over your face a comfortable feeling making its way through you. You truly missed wearing a mask having the security again not feeling exposed to the blank eye. 

"What is the plan" trying to stand up an uncomfortable feeling was present on your stomach. The stitches being pulled from your sudden movement. "You are going to rest while we figure out the other stuff. Graves is dead Simon... was present in his final minutes" The pictures form the horrific view came back into Johnny's mind. "He got what he deserved now only shepherd has to sign his final moment with the devil" A sadistic undertone visible in Simons words. "leave him to me this time I have some things to talk to him about" A chuckle escaped the taller guy. "I missed you Reaper."

The larger guy turned to Johnny "Have ya asked her yet?" He questioned slight panic spreading on Johnny's face. "Ask me what?". Now Simon's eyes widened fiddling with his hands he earned a mad look from Johnny before making his way out the door not answering your question. "Ask me what Johnny?" You looked at him now scanning his facial features. A hand raised to his cheeks holding his face while your thumb started stroking over his facial hair. "nothing angel" He turned his face to place a kiss on your hand smiling softly. "Are you hungry?" Ignoring your question you decided not to push any further. "A little thirsty thats it". He took your hand in his. "I'll get you something to drink stay here" With that being said he walked out of the room taking a little longer than necessary. His voice suddenly echoed behind the door Simons following right after. "I didn't know that you haven't asked yet. Get it over with its painful to see you stretch it out like that." Confusion spreading inside of you again. "I'll ask her just... Give me a god damn minute it isn't as easy as you think especially because we are not in the most romantic place." The door opened again Johnny walked in holding a bottle of water in his hand. "here" He handed it over watching you gulp down the refreshing drink. Only then you notice how dry your throat was. "y/n I" He signed grabbing your two hands after putting the bottle aside. "I love you and I wan't to ask you if" Once again he stopped talking his face starting to blush. "Do you want to be my Girlfriend?" He looked up into your eyes. You took your hand out of his pulling the fabric off your face completely. "I would love to Johnny" Your cheeks started to burn while a wide smile grew on your face. 

He lowered himself to meet your level struggling a little bit to kiss you comfortable while you were still sitting on the bed. "I love you y/n" His lips hovered over yours while he talked his hands holding your cheeks. "I love you Johnny" 

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I rewrote this chapter for the 5th fucking time. Price can count his days I killed him off on the last 4 attempts to write this thing. Some fluff was much better lmao