Choked Love (book 1) || A Tainted Love Book || Matt Sturniolo Fanfiction

Matthew

Ava had called me in tears the other day because she was diagnosed with bpd, and I felt really bad. I brought her ice cream and she just talked to me about it, and it seemed like it had to be rough to live with, but here we are, a week later. Friday. I go to LA today, I have to leave my girlfriend for two weeks, and I'm really sad. We were on our way to the airport, and she was laughing with Chris and Nick, I was just quiet.

"Matt, it's gonna be okay, I promise." She gave me a reassuring smile. 

"I'm gonna miss you though," I sighed.

"I'm gonna miss you too, but like I said, I'll call you every single night, I promise."

She had pulled up to the front of the airport and we all got our luggage from the trunk. She gave Nick and Chris two big hugs goodbye, and when she turned to me she started to tear up and I started crying.

"Don't cry you're gonna make me cry, It's only two weeks." She laughed and tears rolled down her cheeks.

I pulled her into a huge hug then gave her a deep kiss. I wasn't going to be able to kiss her everyday for two weeks, I needed to savor this. 

"Hey we gotta go," Nick spoke.

"I love you guys!" Ava grinned.

"We love you more!" Chris gave her a big smile.

"I love you," She smiled at me, "Have. Fun."

"I love you more," I smiled at her.

"I expect loads of photos." She laughed.

"Okay mom," Chris teased.

"Go away-" She shooed us all.

I started walking away and I looked back to see her leaning on her car watching up walk in. 

"Hold on," I said to my brothers and ran back to her.

I kissed her once more and then pulled away after a few seconds.

"Okay bye," I grinned and ran back to them.

We walked through customs and still had about half an hour till the plane was boarding, so I went to go get a coffee. While in line I texted Ava telling her I got through customs and was going to board soon. When I ordered my coffee, I ordered what Ava normally gets, some caramel whole milk thing, so I ordered it to try it. They called my name for the coffee and I took a sip of it. It was disgustingly sweet, like diabetes in a cup, but I was still going to drink it no matter how much I hated it. I went to sit by Nick and right as I sat down our plane was called.

"Great timing," Chris laughed.

"Mhm yeah," I laughed with him.

We boarded the plane and took our seats, Chris found out that he had an old man sitting next to him and he gave me the most horrified look. I laughed at him and Nick sat next to me. The lady sitting next to Nick was complaining about not having a window seat, and he thought of the wise idea of her switching with Chris. She gratefully excepted and we all got to sit in the same row.

"Thank GOD." Chris huffed.

Nick and I laughed, and then we started to get ready for take off. I texted Ava that we were about to take off and put my phone on airplane mode. 

We were on our way to LA.

-------------------------------------------------------------

HI GUYS!!! I'm sorry this is such a short chapter, but there's a reason for it dw, anyway I really hope you enjoyed it!!! I'm also really sorry ive been so sporadic with posting I haven't been doing the best mentally, it's been retty rough, but honestly writing and interacting with yall makes it a lot better :)

I love you guys <333

what's your favorite genre of music?

624 Words!