She makes me feels a way I never knew someone could feel. When I'm with her I feel like the only girl in the world, like nothing could hurt me and like I'm not the damaged goods people had me believing I was. I love her and she loves me. I wouldn't...
I'm dressed. Like in my dress for the party. My makeup is done and so is my hair. Wanda and I had the great idea of getting ready together in my room so she's in my bathroom.
- Natasha : Hey, nice dress, is Wanda in here?
- y/n : Yeah. In the bathroom. Your stuff is on the chair in the corner
- Natasha : Thank you. WANDA. HURRY UP
- y/n : Did you just get back?
- Natasha : Yep
- y/n : The party starts in like 30 minutes
- Natasha : I only need 20
- Wanda : Hey-
- Natasha : Move
Okay so don't get in the way of Natasha while she's getting ready. I mean I'd probably be a little bit bitchy if I had half an hour to get ready.
- Wanda : You look so pretty
- y/n : Dude says you
- FRIDAY : Tony is requesting everyone downstairs
- Wanda : Don't worry, he won't notice if we're missing
- y/n : P said he'll come get me so we can walk in together
- Wanda : Ahh, okay. Vis should be here any minute. I'm going to wait outside so we can have a moment alone
So Natasha is in my bathroom, Pietro is god knows where and the party is starting. I'm fine with missing some of it. Tony is a people person and I am not so I'd rather avoid the big group of people. Maria is there too so I'd rather avoid her.
- Natasha : Can I use your hairdryer?
- y/n : Help yourself
- Natasha : Thanks. You don't have to wait for me
- y/n : I'm waiting for Pietro to come get me. He told me to wait
- Natasha : I see. I'll be out of your hair once I do my makeup
- y/n : The dress is really pretty
- Natasha : Thanks. Yours too
So Natasha's dress is not what I expected but it's very her. The colour, the style, all of it. The lingerie Natasha got us to pick up must've had removable strap's because the dress just has a golden chain to hold it up.
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It's a perfect dress, it's not too long and not too short. Safe to say that I understand Wanda's attraction to Natasha. I can't tell P that or he'll start a fight with Nat and you know she'll win.
- Natasha : I'm going to head downstairs
- y/n : Okay. Have fun
- Natasha : You too. I'll see you down there in a bit
- y/n : Don't drink all the vodka, I'm planning on getting drunk
- Natasha : You've got nothing to worry about. I can leave three drinks worth and you'll get drunk
The contrast between now and when I first moved in to the compound. Like sure, I still can't sleep but I don't spend all my time with my sister, I have friends, I have a boyfriend, I have a routine. I'm making a life here and it's going well.
Maria
Maria Are you coming down to the party?
Oh so you hate me that much that you can't even be in the same room as me. I see how it is
I hate you too Y/n. I wish you were dead sometimes.
Maria is my only family, I can't stay mad at her forever but I also can't forgive her straight away. She's got to understand that asking me to go see him was okay but to try and pressure me into it isn't.
- Clint : Hey kid. Can I come in?
- y/n : Yeah
- Clint : You going to come down to the party?
- y/n : Mhm
- Clint : What's up?
- y/n : Nothing, don't worry. I don't want to ruin your party
- Clint : Don't worry about it. I'm here talking to you so what's up?
It's an hour after the party started and Pietro still hasn't been by to pick me up. People are noticing that I'm missing but all I want to do is listen to my music and read now. I don't want to look lame turning up on my own so I'm just going to stay up here.
- Clint : Do you want a hug?
- y/n : Please
- Clint : I might be moving out but I'm always here for you kid. I'm a phone call away. Laura would love to meet you
- y/n : Your wife knows about me?
- Clint : Yeah. I talk about you and Wanda causing trouble all the time
- y/n : Aw
- Clint : You can always come stay with us. I love you like I would my own kid
- y/n : Why?
- Clint : When your sister first joined SHIELD she was tired all the time and I was the only one checking in on her. I covered for her a lot when you were ill and she always showed me photos of you. I also have a tendency to treat anyone younger then me like my own kid
- y/n : You're a good man Clint
- Clint : I try. Do you want me to stay up here?
- y/n : It's fine. You can go back to the party, I'm going to read or sleep or something
I actually kind of can't believe Pietro forgot we planned to meet before the party so we could walk in together.
- Natasha : Hey
- y/n : Did Clint send you?
- Natasha : Yeah. Drink?
- y/n : You didn't spike it, right?
- Natasha : No. It's a vodka lemonade, your favourite
- y/n : Mhm, thank you
- Natasha : I may or may not have snuck the rest of the bottle up here so we can get drunk
- y/n : You're staying up here?
- Natasha : Yeah. You're my favourite person to get drunk with, you're the funniest
She thought of me. Out of all the people in the building right now for Natasha to drink with she chose to drink with me.
