YOUR POV
At least I didn't get hurt. I'm designated stitcher for wounds I presume because Wanda is hopeless at it and I prefer to look after Natasha then have some hack-job do it.
- y/n : We're back, minus part of Wanda's leg
- Steve : Are you okay Maximoff?
- Pietro : I'm good
- Thor : Captain Rogers was talking to Lady Maximoff
- Wanda : I'm okay, Y/n sorted my leg out. It's really tidy
- Bruce : Show me
- Wanda : There's a bandage on it right now but when I change it I'll let you know
That's Bruce getting offended that someone thinks I'm better then him. It started when Nat cancelled the date with him.
- y/n : Where's my girlfriend?
- Tony : Questioning Barnes
- y/n : You got him?
- Steve : We got him
- y/n : I'm so happy for you Steve. How is he?
- Steve : Same old Bucky
- Tony : Plus the metal arm
- Pietro : He's got a metal arm! Cool
- y/n : I'm going to go see Nat
- Steve : Okay. I'll walk with you
Natasha obviously has a connection to Bucky, I don't know how and I won't force her to tell me why but I presume it goes back to her days in the Red Room.
- y/n : Hey
- Bucky : Who's that?
- Natasha : Y/n
- Bucky : Your partner
- Natasha : Y/n, this is Bucky
- y/n : Hi. It's nice to meet you. Steve has told me all about you
- Bucky : She's not scared of me?
- y/n : I'll be honest bro, you aren't intimidating. You look like you give some real good hugs except in the morning when that metal looks like it'll be freezing
I know what it's like to be new. Steve won't let Bucky get thrown into a cell which means he'll probably join the Avengers.
- Natasha : We'll let you two catch up some more. Where we going detka?
- y/n : Our room
- Natasha : Our room it is
- y/n : I missed you
- Natasha : I missed you too. Were you safe?
- y/n : Yeah. Wands got a graze but I stitched it up
- Natasha : Good girl
That was hot. Nat doesn't need to know that but it was. She'd tease me about it before finding some way to use it against me.
- y/n : How are you my love?
- Natasha : I'm fine
- y/n : Hmm
- Natasha : It's weird seeing him again. I haven't seen him since being there and now we're both free and it's just weird
- y/n : I'm listening
- Natasha : Did I ever tell you about the graduation ceremony?
- y/n : I don't think so
- Natasha : When you're 15 in the Red Room that's when they class you as an adult. They send you on high stakes missions and honey pot missions. Before doing that they strap you down and take you down to an operating room. They give us a hysterectomy so that the only thing that would mean more then a mission is not longer an issue. I remember being wheeled down the corridor and seeing Bucky. I might have imagined it but the Winter Solider trained with the girls, I trained with him
- y/n : Okay
- Natasha : I'm telling you this because you need to know the whole truth if you want to commit to me. I understand if you walk away, I can't have kids. I'll never be able to provide you with a family. It's the one thing I've always wanted but it's the one thing I can never have and I never want to hold you back so this is me telling you everything and I just need you to listen but I'm scared your going to leave because you see me as a monster
- y/n : Nat, you are not a monster, in no was shape or form. I love you, I don't care if you can't have kids. I can carry or we can adopt or have no kids at all. You are my family, you and Maria and the Avengers are my family. Talk to me my love. Tell me whatever you're comfortable with
Natasha is it for me. I would spent the rest of my life reassuring Natasha of her worth even if she hated me.
- Natasha : I love you so fucking much
- y/n : I love you too. Every part of you
- Natasha : I had another family
- y/n : Before the Red Room?
- Natasha : During. We were only a family because of a mission but it was great. I had a Mom and a Dad and a little sister. It wasn't real but it was nice
- y/n : Have you considered looking for them?
- Natasha : No. Alexei let Dreykov take me and Yelena. Melina couldn't get us out, I think she liked being there, it was her home. She might be dead, last time I saw her she had been shot
I wish I could change Natasha's childhood but the sad reality is that if her childhood wasn't like that then she'd probably live in Russia right now and I'd have never met her, we'd never have fallen in love.
- y/n : I want to go travelling
- Natasha : Where?
- y/n : Norway, England, Scotland, Hungary, Russia, everywhere. I want to see the world
- Natasha : I'll take you to see the world one day
- y/n : You promise?
- Natasha : I promise to take you to see the world. We can let people think we're insane by dancing in the rain and going on walks at midnight and dancing down streets
- y/n : That sounds nice
- Natasha : It'll be amazing detka
Travelling the world with Natasha sounds amazing. Spending nights in hotels where the neighbours will hate us for keeping them awake with our giggling and seeing everything the world has to offer with Natasha by my side.
- Natasha : When do you want to go?
- y/n : Not straight away, I want to be here for your birthday, Christmas and the twin's birthday
- Natasha : You know my birthday?
- y/n : Yeah. 3rd of December. It's in two weeks
- Natasha : I don't want anything
- y/n : I'm not going to not celebrate your birthday my love
- Natasha : Let's just keep it between us, the rest of the team don't need to know. I'd rather spend the day cuddling with you then having a big party
I get that. I would rather spend the day with Nat then have a big party full of people l don't know.
Authors Note
Have a drink and
a snack please
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