The Bad Boy's Girl

Chapter 52

KATE'S POV
Sunday 28,2018

I was alone in bed when I woke up. The towel was barely hanging to my body. My heart felt heavy. I felt as though I was suffocating. He wasn't here. Blake was gone and I didn't know where.
I heard my phone buzz and I quickly took it up but it was a message from Camryn, "Hey wanna come over and spend the day with bentail and I?"
"Hey, no thanks. Blake hasn't come home since Friday and I want to be home when he gets here." I replied honestly.

"Wait you guys live together?" Camryn quickly texted.

"Yes. I don't wanna talk now. Sorry. Goodbye" I sent back.

Sigh. Everything was going wrong.

I mustered up the courage and dialed Blake's number since the phone was already in my hand. I tapped the call button and quickly pressed the phone to my ear. I gripped the phone and listened to the tone.

Please answer Blake.
If you love me please answer.
You don't even have to love me; if you like me please answer.
Blake please.

The call went to voicemail and I burst into tears. My voice was loud as I bawled but I didn't care. I couldn't take this emptiness and pain in my heart.
Blake, where are you?

I am sorry. Please come back. I'll be more attentive.

It was now Monday and I lazily dressed and walked to school. My eyes were bloodshot and I was still woozy from not eating all weekend. But there was the smallest chance that Blake might come to school and I was going to take it. There where whispers in the hall as I walked through. I was starting to get a little self conscious but reminded myself why i was here. I didn't care what they thought. They didn't matter. I hurried to class and waited and waited. The first class ended and Blake was still no where to be seen. In the next class I over heard Jessica bragging that Blake caused the whole scene friday just so he could be with her throughout the weekend.
I listened more, "He was like begging me to forgive him. He cleaned my scrapes. Actually showered me like omg!! It was a little embarrassing though. He fed me as if my hands were injured and he just cuddled me the entire time." She continued.

I got up angrily. "Stop sprouting lies!" I yelled.
She gasped in shock.
"Lies? I have pictures to prove it" she said turning her phone to me.
It was Blake sleeping next to her.
My heart sank and my knees wobbled a bit.

"Where did you think he was?" She mocked

It's not true
No it couldn't be.
"It's not true stop lying!" I said defiantly.
"The proof is right here. How could it possibly be a lie?" She laughed.

"I gave you him for months and honestly it was just a dare but I want him back now. You conniving little whore!" She said spitefully.

This time my knees buckled and I sank to the floor. I felt nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and heaved. I was scared. It was a lie right?
Where was he? Where was Blake?

I started crying again. This was all too too much. I felt dizzy. I steadied myself. Slowly walking back to class.

I didn't pay attention to the lesson.

It was now lunch time and Camryn was at my side.
"You look like hell!" She exclaimed.
We were sitting in the cafeteria and she gave me a drink since I had no appetite and my tummy was growling miserably

There were whispers and more gossip began to circulate.

"Kate just leave him. You don't deserve this kind of burden or pain." She said.

"He is no good for you." She continued.

" I warned you before but you didn't listen. Now look what happened. He went to Jess and spent the whole weekend pampering her and sleeping in her bed. Even though he has you waiting for him at home." Camryn built her case against Blake.

"It's all a lie" I muttered.

I hoped that it was a lie. I truly did. My heart couldn't take the thought of Blake with another girl. Jessica especially.

My body felt awful. My abdomen was churning and I felt weak and nauseous. I rushed to the bathroom to heave again. The drink came up. Camryn was there patting my back.

"You aren't pregnant right?" She blurted out.
"No I shouldn't be." I replied.
"Are you using protection?"
"No but Blake is always super careful" I admitted.
"Let's go to the nurse" she said after.
"Okay." I agreed.
We walked to the nurse.
"Think about all I've said okay?" She said one last time before leaving me in the capable hands of the school nurse.

She questioned me about my period but it shouldn't be here until next week. She asked about the foods I've been eating and I told her that I wasn't eating anything out of the normal. She gave me a pain reliever, I took it and fixed myself into a comfortable position on the bed. At least with this drug, I'll be able to sleep.

The nurse shook me a wake and told me that school had ended. I gathered my things and walked out. Thanking her.

A shaky sigh left parched cracked lips as i closed the door. 

One step at a time, I willed myself.

My body felt awful. I was a little cold and my legs were wobbly. The walk home was slow and cold. The wind had assaulted me the entire journey. By the time I opened the door my stomach belly went back to rumbling. The thought of eating made me feel even more nausious so I slipped a little juice and went to bed. Not bothering to shower. I feel nothing when I am asleep.

Sleep didnt not claim me until I cried the little tears my eyes had produced and rocked myself back and forth. 

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Hours later, I woke up with a fright. I had a nightmare but now that i was awake reality seemed to be so close to that wretched dream.

How did I wnd up in this position? What happened? Where is Blake.

My phone rang; I quickly answered.

"Kate; I did not mean to show you that side of me. I am sorry if i scared you. I am out of town. I will be back by saturday. Please take care of yourself. I miss you alot." Blake said on the other end of the line.

"I thought you left me. I am so sorry Blake. Please don't leave me. No matter what." I said desperately.

"I would never leave you silly. I was just so pissed and I did not want you to see me like that so i went for a drive and was here before i realised. Just make it through this week. I will be there before you know it. I will definately make it up to you. I promise." he said before hanging up. 

I held the phone to my heart and wisphered, "I love you".

Why do these words only come out when he is far away?

I closed my eyes and fell into a peaceful slumber.

Everything will be okay.