Chapter 23~ Can't go on

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Luke's POV

All I could think about was Danielle's smile fading more and more every day.
It had seemed to come out of no where, the sudden depression. I thought it took months, years maybe, to develop depression. My brother Jack, who had left this world only a few years ago, had seemed to be depressed for months.

My worst fear was loosing Danielle now too. I had to do everything I could to make her try to get over this, before the suicidal thoughts or actions kicked in. But she was right, everything was piling up on her. She didn't deserve this , but sometimes the world just gives the curliest punishments to the people who don't deserve it, but then it gives rewards to the people who deserve punishment. That's just the way the world works.

Calum's POV

Allison had been doing more then taut me over the past few weeks. She's been going to all the places I usually go, the places I shop, the places I go to eat, it's like she's staking me. She comes over to my house too. Of course I don't let her in, but watching her sit in her car outside my house, I admit scares the crap out of me.

I should really call the cops, but something tells me that would only make matters worse. Finally today, I let her in, I just couldn't stand it anymore, I just wanted to know what she wanted then get it over with.

"Allison stop stalking me" I said sternly while opening the door.

She just laughed and came in.

"What do you even want from me? I said.

"Maybe I just want to see you scared" She said still laughing.

"What if I called the cops?" I said.

"Bail doesn't cost that much" She said.

"Allison tell me what you want" I said.

"I'm just making sure you're not trying to interfere with anything I'm doing" She said.

"I can't remember, you said it yourself, they don't even want to see me I can't talk to them" I just wanted her to leave me alone.

"That's what I thought" She laughed.

She left and all I could think about was how Allison wouldn't be leaving me alone anytime soon.

I started staying inside more, didn't seem comfortable going out anymore. I was scared of seeing Allison, scared of seeing Luke, and especially Danielle. Allison didn't stop, she would still wait outside of my house, which gave me anxiety and made my heart race. My timidness would often show whenever Allison would catch me looking through my window at her in her care, begging her just to drive away. It was getting to me, I hadn't left the house in days, I haven't talked to anyone. It was hard this one person waiting outside my house was leaving such a huge impact on my life.

She would knock on my door all the time, but I was too scared to let her in. Her words would just scare me again lead me thorough a path of anxiety. Why did she scare me so much? I guess I was just so used to her screwing up things in my life that every time I see her I feel like she's about to ruin something else.

But it's not like I had anything to live for anymore.

That thought kept ringing in mind. It was true, what did I have to live for? Hiding in my house, Allison taunting me? Danielle and Luke being so happy together? Finally I had come to a conclusion.

I can't go on

This was it

Goodbye.

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