Allison's POV
My world came crashing down and there was nothing I could to about it by lay there, lifeless. Luke hemming broke my heart again. I was trying to think how this could be a joke, a prank, maybe I was sleeping anything to keep my from feeling the inevitable. Over the next few days, I continued to do nothing. I didn't eat, I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't cry. I've shed too many tears over the months that I've probably run out.
I knew what Luke was going to do next, run right back to Danielle. I hated how Luke does this. Skips from girl to girl all the time. I felt a urge to text Danielle, tell her what was coming.
Allison: I know you hate me, but there's something you should know.
Danielle: Okay... What is it.
Allison: It's about Luke
Danielle: Why do I need to know anything about him?
Allison: I think he's going to try and get you back... we kinda broke up? I don't actually know.
Danielle: How??
Allison: My dad was texting him over my phone, and he said He didn't need me. Knowing Luke, I think he's going to come back for you.
Danielle: What of he does?
Allison: I can't tell you what to do, it's all up to you.
Danielle: I guess.
Danielle's POV
I know I don't really like Allison, but for some reason I knew she was telling the truth. I really wanted to be with Luke, if he did come back. But I didn't feel like it was right. He shouldn't be able to leave me, break my heart, break someone else's heart, then come back. Not to mention he broke someone else's heart before he started dating me. I almost lost track of how many times he's done this crap.
I didn't want to think about it, I had other things to worry about. It's been a month since the accident, and Calum's still in the coma. I know the doctor said a minimum of 1-2 months, but still I can't stop worrying. I haven't been to the hospital lately, it's hard for me to be there and try to hold all my emotions inside. I decided to go today.I was nervous getting there, worried if something went wrong with Calum, and he died. I hate thinking like that but I truly can't help it.
I got to the hospital, and I was completely lost. So many people were there,sprawled across the lobby. It made my head spin, causing me to get dizzy. I finally made my way to the front desk. I felt so confined in the small line, waiting for someone to tell me where Calum was.
After what felt like hours waiting on line after line. I finally got to see Calum. He hasn't changed. He's still in the same place. He's still with his eyes closed. He still has weird tubes and machines attached to him. Nothing changed.
It's been a month. How can nothing change?
I started to cry. Nothing changed.
A doctor came in, and said something that made my heart swell up.
"Calum's health isn't getting better. Actually, it's getting worse"
Tears streamed down my face and I could barely think strait.
"Will he... die?"
I hated saying that word. I hated thinking about that word. It was a strong word, that terrified me.
"There's a higher percentage of him surviving, then not"
That made me feel better, but just thinking that there is a chance of him dying still brought me down.
I couldn't stay. I hated seeing Calum like this, I hated knowing he could die. Everyone says that the hospital is the saddest place on earth, and it was 100% true right now. I left and decided to go for a walk in the park to calm me down.
I started walking through the park, the small breeze and little to no noise made me feel safe. All of my thoughts faded away. I was in my own little world. It felt so amazing until I saw him.
I saw Luke sitting, hugging his legs near his chest.
Was he... Crying?
Something compelled me to walk over to him.
"Luke?"
He looked up, and it was evident he was crying. His eyes were puffy and red, his face flushed. It was an awkward 10 seconds of me just looking at him before saying something.
"What happened?" I already knew what happened, but I honestly couldn't think of anything better.
"I really, really messed up"
I looked at him, he looked so sincere, and sorry. I guess he did really screw up.
"Luke, I know you messed up. I get that you feel guilty, I've felt that before. But it's about time you realized. You've screwed up a lot. You constantly go from girl to girl, say you're in love, but you're not. You do realize that hurts. It's hurt me, it's hurt Jazelle, and now Allison"
He looked guilty, taking a step back and looking at damage he's done.
"I know now. I know I've hurt people. And I just want all of you know that I'm truly sorry. I just, no. No excuses. I deserve everyone hating me. I don't deserve you, or Allison"
"It's called starting over. We can forget about this, you can apologize to Allison. You can make this all away if you show her how sorry you are. Cause right now, you look pretty sorry to me"
"I will, I will apologize. I want to start over, I want to make this all go away"
"But the first person I want to apologize to is you. Danielle, I'm really sorry for hurting you. Can you forgive me and take m-me b-back?"
I smiled at him. "I can forgive you. And I guess I will take you back"
He smiled and we stared at each other. Until the pure, amazing silence was broken my vibrating phone.
Allison: Has Luke come around?
I looked at the screen and remembered about Allison.
Danielle: I need to call you.
Allison: Okay?
I called Allison and as it was calling, I handed it to Luke. he seemed nervous, but he toke the phone and walked away from me.
I heard little parts of the conversation and when he came back, he let out a sigh of relief.
"I'm starting over now" he smiled.
"Good" I laughed.
"I can't wait until all of this is over. I can't wait until Calum is out of the hospital, and everything really starts over. For everyone" He said.
"The storm will pass, this is only the worst of it"
HEY EVERYONE. So I really worked hard on this chapter I hoped you liked it. I think I'm starting this story back on track, and also in other news, I think this story will be finished soon. I'm probably going to write 5-10 more chapters and by that time, it should be finished. AND MY SCHOOL ENDS TOMORROW HELL YEAH. I'm gonna have way more time to write. *hopefully.
I hate the fact that I'm totally rocking out to the Victorious album right now. Well, that was random. ANYWAYS. LOVE YOU GUYS SEE YA.
XX Briana
