Chapter 33~ Too Many Goodbyes

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Allison's POV

It felt strange having Luke back in my life, after almost 2 years of his friends and him hating me. The sudden change in feelings made me feel like he didn't actually like me, he just wanted to get his mind off Danielle, or worse, he just wanted to see her jealous. I couldn't help but think that, no matter how many times Luke denied it. I knew he still had feelings for Danielle, I could see it. Luke was just trying to hide it. It hurt, but I knew I couldn't leave Luke I've had to say good bye to too many people too many times.

We also needed to sneak around too much, it became tiring trying to explain to my mom and dad where I was and why I never told them. If I even mentioned the word Luke, my dad would go on rampage. I could never grow the strength to tell him we were dating again.

"Luke it's getting tiering" I sighed as we sat on top of the monkey bars at the park.

"C'mon Ali, we can get through this" He said.

"How are we gonna get through this if you can't even be in a 100 foot radius of my house?" I laughed.

"One day I'll be able to tell him" He said smiling at me with sympathetic eyes.

"Yeah if this evens lasts that long" I mumbled under my breath.

I guess he heard me. He gripped onto my hand and whispered into my ear.

"Remember what we promised, the pinkie promise?" He smiled. I couldn't help but smile along with him, his smile was so contagious.

"Yeah" I said.

I didn't think a pinkie promise would stop Luke from going back to Danielle when he has the chance. In fact, these past weeks I've just been mentally preparing myself for Luke to run back Danielle. It was evident he was going to, I could see him zoning off in the middle of conversations, obviously thinking of her.

"Luke, promise is a big word"

"And I mean it" He said planting a kiss on my forehead.

I didn't say anything back, I didn't really know what to say. I've lost a lot of trust I guess.

"I need to get home Luke" I said hugging him and walking away.

I walked into my house to the surprising sound of quiet. Usually when I came home, the barking of my parents never seemed to end. They constant question "where were you" was asked over and over again, even though I told them. It wasn't exactly the truth, but it was an answer.

I walked up to my room and saw my parents standing right at the door. They lead me into my room, and told me to sit like I was a dog.

"Luke?" My dad yelled.

"Uh, I" I was cut off by my dad's screaming.

"What have I told you? Not all guys are as sweet as they might come across as, Luke's no exception" He yelled.

"You don't even know- wait, how did you even find out?" I asked.

"You left your phone" my mom whispered. She sounded guilty for telling my dad, but I was furious she went through my phone.

My eyes were wide open as I gave my mom and endless stare.

"Yeah and speaking of which, this phone won't be in your possession anymore" My dad said.

"What do you have against him? What did he ever do to you?" I yelled.

I didn't even want to hear his answer. I grabbed my phone from his hands and ran out of the house.

When I un locked it, I saw all of the texts from my dad to Luke. My heart shattered.

Luke: Fine, See if I care. She's not worth putting up with you.

I felt my heart sink down to my feet. I thought he cared, maybe it was just all a lie. I was so gullible, so desperate. I wanted to cry, I wanted to take my phone and smash it into a million pieces, like my heart. I don't know what possessed me, but I called Luke.

"Luke... I said my voice cracking, I was tearing.

"Hi" He said. He sounded as if he did nothing wrong. He sounded happy.

"What h-happened" I said.

"You promised" I choked out. I felt tears running down my face. I was trying not to break down.

The phone went silent. Until I heard the tone.

He hung up.

I'm sorry kinda short.. I'll post more, and longer chapters, my school gets out in less then 3 weeks so during the summer I'll be able to post so much more☺️

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