Luke's POV
1000 thoughts were blasting through my head, I couldn't think straight at all. Calum and I, we grew up together, best friends, now we couldn't be more disconnected. I felt horrible, my best friend, could be dead right now. I had to talk to him. Apologize, do something that would stop him.
I drove over to Calum's house and walked up the steps to his house, I can't remember the last time I did this seemed like ages ago. I knocked on the door and I didn't get a response. My heart was beating out of my chest.
"Please Calum I know that you're there" I said.
Still there had been no response.
I started to worry, afraid Calum had already gone. That I was too late.
I started looking around for a spare key, under the door mat or in the mailbox.
I went around the back, and saw the back door that for some reason Calum always kept open. I walked in and saw how gross the house was. Probably hasn't been cleaned in weeks, but I couldn't blame Calum.
I walked upstairs and down the hallway to Calum's room. I was scared to see what awaited me when I walked into that room. Holding my breath, I walked in.
Calum's POV
I heard someone walking up the stairs. My heart stated going crazy. What if it was Allison, coming up the stairs to taunt me, or force me into helping her with splitting up Luke and Danielle? For the first time in what seemed like years, a jolt of energy made me jump out of my bed. The door to my bedroom opened and I hid in my bathroom.
I peered through the crack of the bathroom door and saw...
Luke.
"Calum" he whispered.
I stayed in my bathroom thinking about what I should say or what I should do.
"Calum are you there?" Luke said. His voice started getting shaky.
I came out of my bathroom and stood up.
"Calum" Luke said with a relieving voice.
"Luke, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything" I said.
"Calum it isn't your fault" He said.
"Yes it is I'm the one who fucked up, hurting Danielle, I'm the one who had to listen to Allison" This is all my fault.
"She doesn't think of you as this horrible person anymore, she wants you to know, I want you to know, that I forgive you, she forgives you. We've seen that you've changed you thought about committing suicide after this mistake, we know that you're sorry"
He said.
"Luke, I can't go on" I said.
"I can't pretend like I'm worth something when I'm not, I know that you think differently, and Danielle thinks differently, but it's what I think about myself" I said starting to tear.
"I'm just not happy with who I am" I said running out of the room.
I heard Luke calling my name and coming after me, but that didn't stop me. I ran out of the house and into my car.
This was finally it.
