a Beautiful Drummer; byler

• I'm not okay •

When will pulled into the driveway they didn't even have to go up to the door because Joyce walked straight out of the house in anger.

"Michael and William if you don't get your asses inside right now I swear bombs will be dropped!" She yelled at them from the poarch and the two boys unbuckled as fast as possible.

They got out of the car and ran up to the house walking inside with Joyce, "sit your butts down now I swear y'all are going to- just oh my gosh I can't even with you two!!"

"Mom I was just over at some friends house..?" Joyce paved back and forth her cozy sweater wrapped around her arms, "I called Dustin's house, Lucas's house, Max's house, Adria's house, no offense William but you don't have a whole lotta friends!"

Will sighed and shook his head, "tell me where y'all were at right now or some peoples sleeping areas are gonna have to start being changed!?"

Will was practically melting in his thoughts, he really didn't want to sleep in the same room as argyle, "we were at a party! A small party!!" Will came up and confessed his worries moved aside for a moment until his mom started talking even more.

"Coats and scarfs off, I need to make sure no one was drinking or got hurt!" Will looked at mike and the two boys sighed, "moooomm were fine!" Will complained trying to get out of his situation.

"Well if you two are fine y'all won't mind me checking for any actual injuries!" Joyce argued back so the two boys stood up and removed their coats, wills tender cold hands slid straight through the jacket as they began to shake.

And straight away she couldn't even have eyes on her own son because Mike's neck, collarbone, and shoulders had blood red hickeys all over, "oh my gosh guys...how does that even happen I have never seen so many and such dark hickeys in my life.."

Joyce shook her head, "that's gonna be like weeks to go away, will..I'm going to take a strong guess this was you, do that to your boyfriend again and there will be consequences!"

Joyce crossed her arms angrily as she couldn't see anything on her son, "that's not fair what about what he did to me?!" Joyce looked over and flashed him a curious look in wich he responded by lifting up the back of his shirt towards her.

"Shit guys..this is like out of a horror movie...how, and why?!" Joyce's nose and ears got real read as she paced back and forth thinking about the situation.

They're just being teenagers...but on the other hand they're hurting eachother!! Literally! They're just so linked to eachother..I don't know if I can get real mad at them...just....this is not where I saw will a few months ago, he needs to focus on school!?

"Look guys this will be your one of your last strikes.. the next time anything like this happens that's it you two aren't aloud to see each other, got it?" Joyce cleared up with the boys and both of them looked at eachother, "yes ma'am." They said directly in sync.

"Okay go get freshened up, keep the door open 3 inches. The two boys headed over to the room eager to talk to eachother about what happened when they got inside of wills room mike slowly slid his hand in-between the door and frame keeping it 3 inches.

"Mike..is this really what you want?" Will asked his dearing boyfriend, "it doesn't matter what I want!" Mike responded confidently, " is this what you want..?I should've asked you that for a while..." Mike admitted, will walked up to him giving him a big hug, "I think so.." will whispered into his ear.

Mike and will brushed their teeth and hair did all of their routine together and not a single but if embarrassment arose into their faces, afterwards the both plopped onto the bed laying side by side.

Their Pinky's touched setting electricity through one another's body, they wrapped their Pinky's around eachother and turned their heads to look at eachother the ruffles on the sheets like the waves of the ocean.

Will started to cry, sometimes he did that for no reason.. although there might've been a small reason but probably wasn't the main impact..

He does love me I just know he has to! He struggled to say it though!! He struggled so bad...what if he doesn't, what if these scratches on my back are there for nothing what if the long nights of DND and horror movies since we were in kinder have been for absolutely nothing!!!? Oh my gosh he's just going to leave me isn't he..

Wills thoughts consisted and eventually his tears and heavy breathing became to noticable, and mike went straight to comfort when he heard wills soft sobs,

"It's okay..I'm here" mike said in a soft voice passing through wills ear, mike reached his arm over and began to hug will, "yeah but for how long..?" Will asked mike not quite hugging back, "for how long?...will I'm not going to leave you!" Mike got a worried face plastered on.

"You won't..?" Will asked mike, mike shook his head, "will..I would never, just..listen to my heartbeat and focus on it?" Mike said and before he knew it tears crawled down his face aswell.

Will doesn't think I love him, oh my gosh I must be doing something wrong...do I make him feel unwanted oh my gosh I need to do better what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm making my own boyfriend cry!

"Your not going to lose me.." mike whispered into wills ear and made sure he was alright, "I love you..alot" mike told will putting his whole entire heart, mind, body, and energy into his words trying to make will feel as wanted as possible.

Eventually the two fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms.

((About to commit arson, also currently working on a playlist for this story, when I'm done it'll be Put in the bio))